Lowlife
Lowlife Redemption: Battling Demons in a Melodic MazeLyrics
I tried to outrun my addiction
I attempted to escape my addiction
But all I found was a new one
Instead, I discovered a new one
I tried to outlive my affliction
I tried to outlast my suffering
A different bullet but the same gun
A different problem, but the same underlying issue
If it makes you less sad I'll just lay down and die
If it brings you comfort, I'm willing to surrender and face the consequences
So you can forget the look deep in my eyes
So you can erase the memory reflected in my eyes
Goodbye, goodbye
A farewell, a parting
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I am a person of low moral character striving to find mental clarity
Stuck inside a dream
Trapped within a fantasy
Cake and ketamine
Mention of indulgences like cake and ketamine
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I am a person of low moral character striving to find mental clarity
I'm too young to die
I'm in a stage of life where death seems premature
And too old to cry
But I'm too experienced to cry about it
I think I got some pieces missing
Feeling incomplete, like there are missing parts
I'm a puzzle in a mine field
Describing oneself as a puzzle in a dangerous situation
I can't tell if I'm real or fiction
Uncertain about one's existence, questioning reality
As I'm flying through the windshield
Metaphorically flying through life's challenges
If it makes you less sad I'll just lay down and die
Willing to sacrifice for the sake of someone else's happiness
So you can forget the look deep in my eyes
So you can forget the pain reflected in my eyes
Goodbye, goodbye
A final farewell
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I am a person of low moral character striving to find mental clarity
Stuck inside a dream
Trapped within a fantasy
Cake and ketamine
Mention of indulgences like cake and ketamine
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I am a person of low moral character striving to find mental clarity
I'm too young to die
I'm in a stage of life where death seems premature
And too old to cry
But I'm too experienced to cry about it
I'm cold and alone
Expressing a sense of isolation and coldness
I'm on shaky bones
Fragile and unstable
I've loved and I've lost
Referring to past loves and losses
I'm cold and alone
Expressing a sense of isolation and coldness
I'm on shaky bones
Fragile and unstable
I've loved and I've lost
Referring to past loves and losses
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I am a person of low moral character striving to find mental clarity
Stuck inside a dream
Trapped within a fantasy
Cake and ketamine
Mention of indulgences like cake and ketamine
I'm a lowlife tryna get my head right
I am a person of low moral character striving to find mental clarity
I'm too young to die
I'm in a stage of life where death seems premature
And too old to cry
But I'm too experienced to cry about it
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