Lyrics
In methomania
Experiencing methomania, a state associated with excessive use of methamphetamine.
Live your life away from your family
Choosing to live apart from one's family due to methomania.
It took time to use your mind
Time was needed to adapt and use one's mind, possibly indicating a struggle with cognitive effects.
I hate myself to drink what you drank,
Expressing self-hatred for consuming a substance similar to the person being addressed.
But love it at the same damn time
Simultaneously loving and hating the substance consumed.
It's like I'm growing ahead
Feeling a personal growth, yet mental confusion persists.
But my mind, can't figure it out
Struggling to comprehend the growth experienced.
I'll cross a nautical bridge
Metaphorically crossing a bridge filled with lies and alcoholic temptations.
Full of lies and alcoholic trout
Describing a journey filled with deceit and alcohol-related challenges.
My methomania has come to this
Acknowledging the negative impact of methomania on one's life.
Luminaries with no cocaine,
Referring to influential figures without the presence of cocaine, suggesting a shift or absence of certain elements.
A formulaic twist
Describing a predictable and formulaic aspect of the situation.
I'm gassed out,
Feeling exhausted or drained, possibly from the struggles associated with methomania.
Cause my parental figure made me lash out
Attributing personal issues to parental influence, leading to emotional outbursts.
Well time to post about it and see, what I see,
Considering the need for self-reflection and change, possibly through sharing experiences online.
Is it me that needs the change?
Questioning whether personal change is necessary.
I'm wasted,
Feeling intoxicated or impaired.
I fell right asleep within my basement
Falling asleep in a basement, suggesting a retreat or escape from reality.
The day of the week, or the time, or the place
Being disoriented regarding time, day, and place.
I don't know my face no more
Losing familiarity with one's own face, indicating a sense of identity loss.
It's like I'm growing ahead
Reiterating the theme of personal growth amid mental confusion.
But my mind, can't figure it out
Continued struggle to understand personal development.
I'll cross a nautical bridge
Metaphorically crossing a deceptive bridge filled with alcohol-related challenges.
Full of lies and alcoholic trout
Repeating the theme of deception and alcohol-related struggles.
It's like I'm growing ahead
Reiterating the theme of personal growth amid mental confusion.
But my mind, can't figure it out
Continued struggle to understand personal development.
I'll cross a nautical bridge
Metaphorically crossing a deceptive bridge filled with alcohol-related challenges.
Full of lies and alcoholic trout
Repeating the theme of deception and alcohol-related struggles.
My methomania has come to this
Acknowledging the negative impact of methomania on one's life.
Luminaries with no cocaine,
Referring to influential figures without the presence of cocaine, suggesting a shift or absence of certain elements.
A formulaic twist
Describing a predictable and formulaic aspect of the situation.
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