Trauma Glam
Navigating Self-Loathing: We Are Parasols' 'Trauma Glam' Unveiled
Lyrics
I hate myself it's by design
Feeling intense self-hatred, and it's intentional or part of a plan.
This leaves me empty every time
Experiencing emptiness repeatedly due to the self-hatred.
I just can't do this tonight
Unable to face a certain situation tonight.
I've been pretending my whole life
Living a life of pretense or false identity.
How does this story end
Uncertainty about the outcome of one's life story.
I'm singing words I did not write
Singing words not personally written, perhaps feeling disconnected from one's own expression.
Tell me why I got on this stage
Questioning the reason for being on stage, seeking a purpose or message.
Was there something I wanted to say?
Reflecting on whether there was a specific message or intention to convey.
A portrait that I needed to paint
Referring to an unexpressed portrait or story that needs to be revealed.
Say it
An urging or invitation to speak or express oneself.
Go on
Encouraging someone to continue speaking or sharing.
Say it
Reiterating the need to express oneself.
I know you don't care
A realization that others may not care about the expressed thoughts or feelings.
I hate myself it's by design
Reiteration of intense self-hatred as a deliberate choice.
This leaves me empty every time
Consistent emptiness resulting from the self-hatred.
I fake myself
Engaging in self-deception or presenting a false image.
I roll my eyes
Expressing a dismissive or cynical attitude through eye-rolling.
There's nothing left but cheap disguise
Nothing genuine remains, only a superficial disguise.
I hate myself
Reaffirming intense self-hatred without reason to lie about it.
Why should I lie?
Questioning the necessity of lying when there's nothing valuable left.
There's nothing left of me to buy
Feeling depleted or lacking substance to offer.
Tell me why I got on this stage
Repeating the questioning of being on stage, seeking purpose.
Was there something I wanted to say?
Reflecting on the existence of a meaningful message to convey.
A portrait that I needed to paint
Referring again to an unexpressed portrait or story that needs to be revealed.
Say it
Reiterating the need to speak or express oneself.
Go on
Encouraging someone to continue sharing their thoughts.
Say it
Emphasizing the importance of expressing oneself.
Fuck it, I don't care
Expressing apathy or disregard for others' opinions or reactions.
I hate myself it's by design
Reiteration of intentional self-hatred leading to emptiness.
This leaves me empty every time
Consistent emptiness resulting from the deliberate self-hatred.
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