Medicate
Healing Through Shadows: Unveiling the Depths of 'Medicate'
Lyrics
You know it's hard to believe you played it off so easily
You find it difficult to believe that someone handled a situation so effortlessly.
I know there is another way
You believe there is an alternative approach or solution.
To self medicate just to feel the same
Using self-medication as a means to recreate a familiar feeling.
I'm working harder
Putting in more effort consistently.
Every day to be a little more honest
Striving to be increasingly truthful every day.
I just need another day
Expressing a need for one more day to feel okay.
To make me feel okay
Desiring another day to achieve a sense of well-being.
You keep bringing it back up, the room is spinning
Revisiting and dwelling on past issues, leading to disorientation.
Scars from the knife you twisted
Referencing emotional wounds caused by betrayal.
I was blacked out trying to feel something more
Engaging in self-destructive behavior to feel something intense.
Face down talking shit to the floor boards
Being in a low point, expressing frustration to inanimate objects.
I've been through this once before
Having experienced a similar situation in the past.
It's not that simple
Highlighting the complexity of the situation.
I thought I told you that this wouldn't be easy
Reminder that the situation won't be easy, as previously communicated.
Am I suppose to pretend that while I'm running around you aren't running your mouth
Questioning the authenticity of pretending while rumors circulate.
I hope that you miss me
Expressing a desire for being missed despite independence.
But I don't need the company
Not seeking companionship despite the wish to be missed.
You keep bringing it back up, the room is spinning
Repeating the disorienting effect of revisiting past issues.
Scars from the knife you twisted
Reiterating the emotional scars caused by betrayal.
Scars from the knife you twisted
Emphasizing the lasting impact of emotional wounds.
Scars from the knife you twisted
Underlining the persistence of emotional pain.
Nothing in this place is real
Expressing a sense of unreality in the current environment.
Hiding from the weakness I conceal
Avoiding revealing personal vulnerabilities.
Wake me when it's time to heal
Expressing a desire to be alerted when it's time to recover.
It's always coming back full circle
Highlighting the cyclical nature of returning challenges.
Nothing in this place is real
Reiterating a sense of unreality in the current environment.
Hiding from the weakness I conceal
Continuing to hide personal weaknesses.
Wake me when it's time to heal
Expressing a desire to be alerted when it's time to recover (repeated).
It's always coming back full circle
Emphasizing the cyclical nature of returning challenges (repeated).
You keep bringing it back up, the room is spinning
Reiterating the disorienting effect of revisiting past issues (repeated).
Scars from the knife you twisted
Reiterating the emotional scars caused by betrayal (repeated).
Scars from the knife you twisted
Emphasizing the lasting impact of emotional wounds (repeated).
Scars from the knife you twisted
Underlining the persistence of emotional pain (repeated).
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