Where I Started
Journey Through Cold Healing: Where I Started
Lyrics
Where I Started
Reflecting on the starting point or origin of a situation or relationship.
In the midst of this cruel healing
Experiencing a painful process of healing that seems harsh and unkind.
I find myself out in the cold
Feeling isolated and exposed, away from warmth and comfort.
An eastward murder caught me staggering
Referencing a betrayal or malicious act from someone, causing disorientation.
You're here but I'm alone
Despite physical presence, there is emotional distance and a sense of loneliness.
In the phosphor blue of this night time
Describing the atmosphere of the night with a bluish glow, setting a mood.
All our lies freeze hazy
Suggesting deception or falsehoods that become visible in the cold light.
Your smiles are knives they tear me
Expressing the pain caused by insincere smiles that feel like cutting knives.
As your shadow turns you ugly
Highlighting the negative transformation in someone's appearance due to their shadow.
But it's alright 'cause you didn't mean to
Excusing someone's actions with reassurance that it was unintentional.
But it's alright 'cause you don't know what you did
Repeating the justification, emphasizing the lack of awareness or understanding.
Yeah, it's alright now
Affirming that everything is now okay despite the past events.
You brought me right back down to where I started
Acknowledging that the person brought the speaker back to their initial state.
With an offering her words hang heavy
Referring to someone offering words that carry weight and significance.
And it won't be long before they come down
Predicting the imminent impact or consequence of those weighty words.
I was mystified they rang so easy
Expressing surprise at the ease with which the words were spoken.
Surprised myself and followed her out
Acting against expectations by following the person who spoke the words.
And they will come sweeping over
Anticipating a forceful and overwhelming event that will affect the individual.
Picking up what's left of you
Describing the aftermath of the impactful event, collecting remnants.
And I will keep my hand steady
Committing to maintaining stability and control in difficult circumstances.
And I will keep myself ready
Affirming readiness for whatever may come, staying vigilant and prepared.
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