Lyrics
Starting over is always the worst
Starting anew is always the most challenging.
Shattered dreams that'll go unseen, ideas aborted before birth
Dreams shattered and unrealized, ideas abandoned before coming to fruition.
I felt the pain every time they left in a Honda, Mazda, or Hearse
Feeling pain each time someone departed, whether in a Honda, Mazda, or hearse.
The last one was the worst, the last one still hurts
The most recent departure was particularly painful, still lingering.
Yeah I keep living on, I keep living on, but I'm missing a limb
Continuing to live, but a significant part of oneself is missing.
My balance is gone, Yeah it's gone, I can't find my footing (Nah)
Experiencing a loss of balance, struggling to find stability.
Jesus told me to grieve, But not without hope, but it still doesn't take away
Guided by a belief in Jesus, grieving with hope but the pain remains.
That every day I'm feeling phantom pain
Experiencing persistent, lingering pain that seems unreal.
Every day I have to readjust
Every day requires constant adjustment to cope with the pain.
The frame of the way that I live my days
Adapting the framework of daily life due to the enduring pain.
Every day I'm feeling phantom pain
Continuing to feel a pain that seems intangible and persistent.
Phantom pain, Phantom pain, Phantom pain, Phantom pain
Reiterating the presence of this phantom pain.
Starting again where do I begin, yeah yeah
Starting over again, contemplating where to initiate the process.
Fruits of my labor crushed I'm in a jam, yeah yeah
Efforts and achievements crushed, facing difficulties.
Riff in the wind, riff in the wind, yeah yeah
Feeling lost, with no clear direction, just wandering.
No direction Just wandering, yeah yeah
Experiencing a metaphorical riff in the wind, a sense of instability.
Was Soaring through the clear sky what a beautiful view
Recalling a beautiful view while soaring, contrasted with a sudden storm.
Then a Storm hit my tale spin the hue became Blue
A metaphorical storm affecting emotions, turning the vibrant view blue.
My wild heart that my ribs caged in my chest has been was been sedated
Suppressing a wild heart due to emotional pain and disappointment.
Cause grief is just love that is not reciprocated
Recognizing grief as unreciprocated love.
Shattered dreams that'll go unseen ideas aborted before birth
Reiteration of shattered dreams and unrealized ideas.
I felt the pain every time they left in a Honda, Mazda, or Hearse
Feeling pain with departures, emphasizing the choice of vehicles.
The last one was the worst, O the last one is the worst
The most recent departure is the most painful and lingering.
O the last one is the worst, Man the last one will always hurt
Emphasizing the lasting impact of the most recent departure.
I keep living on, I keep living on, but I'm missing a limb
Continuing to live despite the persistent emotional absence.
My balance is gone, yeah yeah it's gone, I can't find my footing
Loss of balance, struggling to find stability, echoing previous sentiments.
Jesus told me to grieve, But not without hope, but it still doesn't take away this feels..
Jesus' guidance in grieving, but the pain persists despite hope.
That every day I'm feeling phantom pain
Reiteration of the daily experience of phantom pain.
Every day I have to readjust
Every day requires continual adjustment to cope with persistent pain.
The frame of the way that I live my days
Adapting daily life due to the enduring emotional pain.
Every day I'm feeling phantom pain
Continuing to feel intangible and persistent phantom pain daily.
And I know that one day I'll be whole
Believing that eventual wholeness will come, holding onto stories of hope.
Cause I believe the stories that I'm told
Expressing faith in becoming complete, guided by hopeful narratives.
But until then I'll always feel this way
Despite the belief in eventual wholeness, the current pain persists.
Every day I'm feeling phantom pain, phantom pain
Reiteration of the daily experience of enduring phantom pain.
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