Lyrics
You know I'm so mad at you
You know I'm upset with you
Because you literally let me lay there
Because you allowed me to lie there
Until two in the morning, thinking that you're gonna come
Until 2 AM, expecting you to come
I didn't even know Jaka, Jakob, whatever left
I wasn't aware that Jaka or Jakob had left
So frickin rude, I'm so pissed at you
Expressing frustration, feeling disrespected
I don't know if you remember but I tried waking you up
I attempted to wake you up, do you recall?
Yeah, Ay, I tried once
Emphasizing an attempt to wake up
I tried three times its too much
Trying three times, feeling overwhelmed
I know I've, been too much
Acknowledging own faults and excesses
But we about to blow our love a ticking time bomb
Indicating a relationship under pressure
She already on ten I'm over it
Partner's frustration and annoyance
She keep yelling at me as I'm pourin it
Conflict escalating while pouring a drink
I want it to end but attachment stronger than
Expressing desire to end, but emotional attachment persists
Anything I'm feelin right now it's hard for me
Feeling a complex mix of emotions
And I can't look back now, I'm still on my way
Commitment to moving forward despite difficulties
And I don't wanna fall in love again
Reluctance to fall in love again
Cuz I know it might have, the same effect on me
Awareness of potential emotional impact
And I don't wanna fall in love again
Reiteration of hesitance to fall in love
Cuz I know it might end, And I can't make amends
Fear of potential ending and inability to reconcile
And I know that I'm trouble causing, it turned her heart away
Acknowledging own role in relationship troubles
I don't want it again
Declining a repeat of the experience
Hush, your mouth lil girl, I know I'm tough this cannot work
Telling someone to be quiet, acknowledging own toughness
Still lookin up this might take a turn, but she still stuck in my imperfect world
Describing a turbulent relationship with uncertainty
And I'm the opposite of doing things I should be doing
Admitting to not doing what one should
I really wanted this to end and no she never knew it
Secretly desiring an end to the relationship
I focused off my goals what the bottle doing
Diverting focus to personal goals and distractions
I said I'm sorry though but it's hard to prove it
Apologizing, but finding it difficult to prove sincerity
And she just keep on saying no no no no
Partner repeatedly refusing reconciliation
I can't do it again, do it again
Expressing reluctance to go through it again
And I don't wanna fall in love again
Reiteration of unwillingness to fall in love
Cuz I know it might have, the same effect on me
Acknowledging potential emotional impact again
And I don't wanna fall in love again
Repeating the hesitance to fall in love
Cuz I know it might end, And I can't make amends
Fear of potential ending and inability to reconcile reiterated
And I try too much, to get out this love
Struggling to escape the love but feeling trapped
But my hands are cuffed, and I can't get out, I can't get out
Expressing inability to break free from the situation
It's Got me runnin off oh oh oh oh oh
Feeling overwhelmed and running away from the emotions
I don't know what I want oh oh oh oh oh
Expressing confusion about personal desires
I'm in and out of love oh oh oh oh oh
Experiencing a tumultuous relationship
But I can't get enough oh oh oh oh oh oh ohh
Desiring more despite difficulties
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