Lyrics
I'm content with fading in the darkness,
I find satisfaction in fading away in the darkness.
As long as I can tell you wanted,
As long as I can sense your desire or wish,
As long as I can get it off my conscious
As long as I can relieve my conscience by expressing it,
And find a way to put it in to pocket
And figure out a way to keep it to myself.
Confined inside these lines just isn't right,
Being confined within certain boundaries feels wrong,
You deserve the world I'd give you mine,
You deserve the world, and I would give you mine,
But all I give you now, is something written down, but at least that shit is tight.
But for now, all I can give you is something written down, at least it's well-crafted.
Well..
Well...
My my. What a pickle, What a bind.
Expressing surprise or dismay, facing a difficult situation.
Dreaming bout you, but the thing about you is I miss you all the time..
Constantly missing you despite dreaming about you.
I was fighting demons in myself.
Engaged in internal struggles and conflicts.
Was I black and white or black or white or nil,
Uncertain about one's identity, stuck between extremes.
Traffic lights go passing by but still,
Observing the passing of time, yet feeling trapped.
My rapper mind gets trapped inside
The creative mind is confined, perhaps by personal guilt.
My guilt..
Reflecting on guilt.
My feels,
Expressing emotions.
I want to feel what's real..
Desire to experience genuine emotions.
Found myself a little wishing well
Discovering a source of hope.
In hopes their's feelings there to steal,
Hoping to find emotions to steal from this source.
I think I got a real good chance of losing it,
Feeling at risk of losing something significant.
1 more ball left to shoot it with,
Having one last opportunity to take a chance.
Gotta take that shot that shooter shit,
Taking the risk and asking not to be rejected.
Don't shoot me down I'm new to this baby....
Expressing newness and inexperience.
Wasn't shit, I wanted shit, I got it,
Initially, what I desired turned out not to be what I wanted.
Everything a nigga ever wanted....
Achieving everything desired but realizing it didn't bring joy.
Thought it'd bring me joy to be accomplished, and everybody know I get it poppin',
Feeling accomplished, but questioning the purpose and impact.
But then I got to sit some with conclusions, at started noticing I wasn't moving, started thinking why I even do this, and suddenly.
Reflecting on decisions and noticing a lack of progress.
You are my, reason for being here, tonight...
You are the reason I exist, especially tonight.
I get all my energy from proving you, I'm right
Deriving energy from proving that I am right for you.
Life is really strange no doubt about it,
Life is strange, acknowledging its unpredictability.
Tried to change the way I move around it,
Attempting to change one's approach to navigate life.
Finding space in places over crowded,
Finding space in crowded places.
Always made some room in case you found me,
Always leaving room for you to find me.
Always played it cool, ain't in to wildin',
Maintaining a calm and controlled demeanor, not being wild.
Always had a purpose right beside us,
Having a purpose consistently by one's side.
Always had a prefect plan to find ya,
Having a perfect plan to find you.
Write this song and put it out, surprise ya.
Creating and releasing a song as a surprise for you.
My my, what a doozy Woozy why?
Expressing surprise or confusion about a situation.
Why you do this to me, music's all that suites me, and I'll love you 'til I die.
Questioning the impact of music on one's life, pledging eternal love for it.
My my
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