Lyrics
Shackled by my consciousness
Feeling restricted by my awareness
Vanity in vain
Pride and self-admiration are futile
I am nothing
A sense of insignificance or emptiness
A conduit living in conceit
Existing as a channel immersed in arrogance
Give up walling up the door
Stop blocking the entrance or opportunity
At the bottom there's answers
Answers lie at the lowest point
Still in search for something more
Continuing the quest for something more
Drift into the black
Enter a state of darkness or the unknown
Visions of the framework remind me who I once was
Memories of a structure reminding me of my past self
I build and build and build it up
Repeatedly constructing and reinforcing it
The walls protect while I ignore
Protective barriers that I choose to disregard
Strip myself down to the core
Expose my true essence
Snap the bone for the marrow
Break bones to access the core
Reaching down to grab the spore
Reaching down to grasp the seed or origin
Never coming back, drifting into the black
No return, moving towards the unknown
Rupture perception - I
Distorting perception - I
Swallow the cure, dried and allotted
Ingesting the remedy, desiccated and allotted
Embrace the unsure
Accepting uncertainty
Anxiety breaks, I become the denuded
Anxiety shatters, and I transform into the denuded
Kill off the scorn
Eliminate the contempt or disdain
Kill off and be reborn
Terminate and be regenerated
Inside a heart beats awake and denuded
Inside, a heart beats with awareness, exposed and bare
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