Lyrics
I'm trying to show you but you're never looking
Desire to communicate goes unnoticed by the listener
can't stop right now, gotta keep it pushing
Feeling pressured to keep moving forward
I can't tell you how long that this took me
Expressing the time and effort invested in something
See I'm far from a vet but I'm not a rookie
Acknowledging experience but not a beginner
I don't really want this life, you can have it
Rejecting a certain lifestyle, offering it to someone else
No I know I'm leaving here
Self-awareness of departing from the current situation
They said dyl we think that you're lacking passion I'm floating in my tears
Being criticized for lacking enthusiasm, feeling emotionally overwhelmed
I don't shoot anymore, I'm a pass it
No longer engaging in certain behaviors, passing it on
I stand alone in fear
Experiencing fear while standing alone
I can't find my way back home
Lost and unable to find the way back home
Not sure where I should go
Feeling uncertain about the right direction to take
Cause I'm ashamed of who I was
Regretful of past actions or identity
She's too caught up in the drugs
Observing someone too involved in substance abuse
All I ever wanted was some love
Yearning for affection and care
God damn it, cut too deep I think I need a bandage To say the least, every time I spoke, they would never understand it
Feeling emotionally wounded and misunderstood
Left me alone, in my room I'm stranded
Sense of isolation and being stuck in a room
Mind jumped out my head, now it's dismantled
Mind feeling shattered and disorganized
Can't tell you how long that it took me Far from a vet but I'm not a rookie
Reiterating the time taken to achieve experience
I don't wanna live this life, you can have it
Rejecting the current life, offering it to another
I know you're sick of me, it's tragic
Recognition of someone being tired or fed up with the situation
To say the least Every time I spoke, they would never understand it
Continued feeling of being misunderstood
Left me alone, in my room I'm stranded
Reiteration of isolation and feeling stranded
Mind jumped out my head, now it's dismantled
Continued sense of mental disarray
Cause I'm ashamed of who I was
Continued regret for past identity or actions
She's too caught up in the drugs
Observation of someone deeply involved in drugs
All I ever wanted was some love
Desire for love and connection
God damn it, cut too deep I think I need a bandage
Feeling emotionally wounded and in need of healing
To say the least, every time I spoke, they would never understand it
Repetition of feeling misunderstood when communicating
Left me alone, in my room I'm stranded Mind jumped out my head, now it's dismantled
Continued sense of isolation and mental disarray
Don't try and run away, don't leave me
Desire for someone not to leave
I think that you should stay
Requesting someone to stay
Believe me, it's better off this way
Belief that separation is better for both parties
I'm trying, my hardest to change, baby
Struggling to change for the better
I'm trying to show you but you never looking
Repeated desire to communicate, feeling unnoticed
Can't stop right now, gotta keep it pushing
Feeling compelled to keep moving forward
Cause I'm ashamed of who I was
Continued regret for past actions or identity
She's too caught up in the drugs
Observation of someone deeply involved in drugs
All I ever wanted was some love
Desire for love and connection
God damn it, cut too deep I think I need a bandage
Feeling emotionally wounded and in need of healing
To say the least, every time I spoke, they would never understand it
Repetition of feeling misunderstood when communicating
Left me alone, in my room I'm stranded
Continued sense of isolation and mental disarray
Mind jumped out my head, now it's dismantled
Continued sense of mind being shattered
I don't wanna stay, no Think I'ma go away, no
Expressing the desire to leave
I don't wanna stay, no
Reiteration of the desire to leave the current situation
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