Oddities
Broken Oddities: Unveiling the Pain and Addiction in Xavier Cicero's Melodic Journey
Lyrics
Looking for heaven in a place with no God
Searching for a sense of fulfillment or meaning in a place or situation devoid of spirituality.
Looking for love in a room full of frauds
Seeking love in an environment filled with deceitful individuals.
Displacin' complacent commodities
Challenging conventional and comfortable material possessions.
Misplacin' my love in broken oddities
Investing emotions in unconventional and broken aspects of life.
Honestly, honesty never comes by
Expressing the rarity of honesty and sincerity in interactions.
Fuck your intent, please stop wastin my time
Rejecting insincere intentions and a plea to not waste time.
Erasing the placement of your sincerity
Eliminating the influence of insincere placement or positioning.
Why did I think you'd ever care for me
Questioning the expectation of care from someone who doesn't reciprocate.
I can't wait to get away from you
An anticipation to distance oneself from the negative influence.
I've been actin like a fuckin fool
Admitting to behaving foolishly.
You treat me bad and then I come back
Experiencing mistreatment but still returning.
I hate that I act like that
Expressing frustration with one's own repeated negative behavior.
I can't wait for you to leave me be
Desiring space and freedom from the other person.
Sick of all your shitty tendencies
Fed up with negative tendencies or behaviors of the other person.
You bleed me dry and then I crawl back
Being emotionally drained but returning despite it.
Addicted, afflicted; it feels so bad
Feeling addicted and afflicted by the relationship's negative impact.
Tried to find some safety in your arms
Seeking safety and comfort in the arms of the other person.
Thought that you were wavy
Believing the person to be unpredictable or unreliable.
But you seem to lack regard, for me
Noticing a lack of consideration or respect from the other person.
It's not like you drew blood,
Acknowledging that physical harm was not inflicted.
But sometimes I wish that you would've.
Expressing a desire for a harsh reality check.
At the very least I would've known reality
Reflecting on missed opportunities for a clear understanding of reality.
Could've made a move so I wasn't a casualty
Regretting the inaction that led to becoming a casualty in the relationship.
Instead I'm sittin' here waiting by your side
Waiting by the person's side despite the negative experiences.
Hopin' that one day maybe you can bleed me dry
Hoping for a future where the person emotionally drains them completely.
I can't wait to get away from you
Anticipating separation from the negative influence.
I've been actin like a fuckin fool
Admitting to repeated foolish behavior.
You treat me bad and then I come back
Returning despite being mistreated by the other person.
I hate that I act like that
Expressing frustration with one's own repeated negative behavior.
I can't wait for you to leave me be
Desiring space and freedom from the other person.
Sick of all your shitty tendencies
Fed up with negative tendencies or behaviors of the other person.
You bleed me dry and then I crawl back
Being emotionally drained but returning despite it.
Addicted, afflicted; it feels so bad
Feeling addicted and afflicted by the relationship's negative impact.
Darling, stop fucking with me
Pleading with the person to stop playing with emotions.
You got your teeth around my throat
Feeling emotionally choked or controlled by the person.
And now I'm starting to bleed
Experiencing the emotional pain caused by the person.
Baby, wont you please let me be
Pleading for the freedom to be oneself without the person's influence.
I've got your poison in my veins
Having the negative impact of the person coursing through one's veins.
And now I'm starting to scream
Expressing the emotional distress caused by the person.
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