Heaven
Journey to Redemption: Exploring the Depths of Self in XLilBlueWRLD's 'Heaven'
Lyrics
I don't even know myself
I am uncertain about my own identity.
I gotta collect myself
I need to compose myself and regain control.
Before I wreck myself tonight Baby now I'm going to hell, to hell
Before causing harm to myself tonight, I acknowledge heading towards a negative place (hell).
I swear I had angels on my mind
I felt a connection with divine or positive forces.
I don't even know myself, myself
I am still trying to understand who I am.
Let me discover you tonight
Allow me to explore and get to know you better this evening.
Baby I could take you to hell, to hell
I can take you with me to the negative place (hell).
Take me to heaven between your thighs
Expressing a desire for an intimate connection.
You gave me a taste
You let me experience something special.
Then you took it away
You granted me a taste of something, but then withdrew it.
I want you to stay
I want you to remain with me.
But you're too far away
You are emotionally distant or physically far away.
You running away
You are avoiding me or escaping from the situation.
Baby watch the blood drip down the knife
A dark image of self-harm or violence is portrayed.
I'll cut out the pain
I will remove the emotional pain.
So that you can look at my insides I could show you all of my sins
Offering to reveal vulnerabilities and flaws.
I can never show you how much I cry
I cannot express the depth of my sadness adequately.
I think Imma die with a grin
An acceptance of impending death with a sense of satisfaction.
I know that you'll love me when I die
Belief that love will endure even after death.
You gave me a taste
You granted me a taste of something, but then withdrew it (repeated).
Then you took it away
I want you to remain with me (repeated).
I want you to stay
You are emotionally distant or physically far away (repeated).
But you're too far away
You are avoiding me or escaping from the situation (repeated).
You running away
A sense of despair or hopelessness in the face of personal struggles.
I don't even know myself
I am uncertain about my own identity (repeated).
I gotta collect myself
I need to compose myself and regain control (repeated).
Before I wreck myself tonight
Before causing harm to myself tonight, I acknowledge heading towards a negative place (hell) (repeated).
Baby now I'm going to hell, to hell I swear I had angels on my mind
I felt a connection with divine or positive forces (repeated).
I don't even know myself, myself Let me discover you tonight
I am still trying to understand who I am (repeated).
Baby I could take you to hell, to hell
I can take you with me to the negative place (hell) (repeated).
Take me to heaven between your thighs
Expressing a desire for an intimate connection (repeated).
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