Mental
Mental Struggle: A Haunting Journey of Love and Regret
Lyrics
Truth is I'm so fucked up, from my past I can't forget
Expressing emotional distress from a challenging past.
Wish I never made the bet. Took a chance, I played roulette
Regretting a decision, feeling like life is a gamble.
Ever since the day we met, I wish I could hit reset
Desiring to start anew after the impact of meeting someone.
Dancing like a silhouette, haunting my dreams just likes the rest
Comparing the person to a haunting figure in dreams.
Mentally I'm so psycho, suck this out, I need lypo
Expressing mental instability and a desire for change.
Life was a just typo, full of bad mistakes, I know
Reflecting on a life full of mistakes and regrets.
You're the reason I'm chokin chokin, You're the reason I'm broken broken
Blaming someone for emotional struggles.
You're the reason I won't be open, You're the one who lost my emotions
Attributing emotional closure to the actions of the other person.
I've been stuck in the same place, trapped in my mind I can't escape
Feeling trapped in a cycle of negative thoughts.
Everywhere I go, I see your face, close my eyes, I'm still awake
Unable to escape memories of the person.
Loving you is like heavy weights, drowning in lies, till I atake
Comparing the difficulty of love to heavy burdens.
Nothing I do can help me erase all the time, you made me waste
Frustration over wasted time in the relationship.
Please don't let me go, Please don't let me go, oh
Repeated pleas for emotional support and fear of self-harm.
I'm so scared, I might fade away, oh no
-Please don't let me go, Please don't let me go, oh
-I'm so scared, I might fade away, oh no
-Please don't let me go, Please don't let me go, oh
-I'm so scared, I might hurt myself, oh no
-Can you hear my heart? Beating out my chest
Physical symptoms of stress and heartache.
Pounding so hard I might cardiac arrest
-Could it be the stress? Because I'm depressed
-Thinking bout you, how you could care less
-Yes, what a shame
Expressing disappointment and assigning blame.
We could have been the best but you're to blame
Regret over a lost opportunity for a great relationship.
Ever since you left, nothing was the same
-Thinking bout you got me going insane
Intense emotions and potential mental instability.
Dang, I let you in, I fucked up once again, told
Conflicting feelings about keeping distance from the person.
Myself, I should keep away, yet a part of me wants you to stay
-I was the crown, you were my jewel I was the fire, and you were the fuel
Symbolic description of their roles in the relationship.
Fire ain't shit without oxygen, got me drinking a fifth of gin
Comparing the relationship to fire needing oxygen.
This how my end begins, you looking back with a grin
Feeling tempted to engage in destructive behavior.
Tempting me to commit a sin, ADD, no ritalin
-Now you want my heart again, to blow it to oblivion
Repetition of the person wanting the speaker's heart.
Now you want my heart again, to blow it to oblivion
-Please don't let me go, Please don't let me go, oh
Repetition of pleas for emotional support and fear of self-harm.
I'm so scared, I might fade away, oh no
-Please don't let me go, Please don't let me go, oh
-I'm so scared, I might fade away, oh no
-Please don't let me go, Please don't let me go, oh
-I'm so scared, I might hurt myself, oh no
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