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I can still feel you here, here, here
I still sense your presence strongly in this place.
Tell me why you're here, tell me why can't I believe you
Requesting an explanation for your current state, questioning the difficulty in believing you.
Leave you
Expressing the intention to leave.
Imma be sincere, I think that I'm fed up on you
Being honest about feeling tired and fed up with the person.
And I've been trying my hardest just so I can go right back
Putting in effort to return to a previous state or relationship.
I think that I am so tired reminiscing back to the past
Expressing fatigue from constantly reminiscing about the past.
All of the time when I can't get it back
Feeling regret about irretrievable moments in time.
All of my feelings are under attack
Emotions are under attack, possibly referring to inner struggles.
Haha, it went a little like this
Introduction to a past experience with a humorous tone.
We were just kids trying to make it up for all the time
Recalling a time when both were young and attempting to compensate for lost time.
That we took risks, told my mom that I'd be home by nine
Describing taking risks and making promises to return home early.
There's an asterisk, I think I was wrong every time
Referring to a mistake marked by an asterisk, possibly acknowledging a recurring error.
Cause I made you up on my mind, made you up on my mind
Admitting to creating an idealized version of the person in one's mind.
But here we are again
Returning to a familiar situation, indicating a cycle of repetition.
Last time I was in this position didn't end well
Recalling a previous unfavorable outcome in a similar situation.
I told my friends that I just wish that I could leave your life again
Expressing a desire to distance oneself from the person again.
And make pretend I wish we never met
Wishing for a scenario where the initial meeting never occurred.
Fucking hell, you fucked me up, you fucked my mind and I expect
Conveying emotional distress caused by the person and expecting negative consequences.
The best for you but I don't know why I just keep on losing hope
Expressing a struggle to maintain hope despite a difficult situation.
I told my dad about you and he said that I'd end up alone
Sharing parental disapproval and a prediction of solitude.
Of course he was right, you were all a lie
Acknowledging the truth in parental advice and realizing deception in the relationship.
I tried my hardest at the end of the day
Reflecting on putting in maximum effort without success.
Now I'm gone, see you never again
Deciding to leave permanently, with no intention of returning.
We were just kids trying to make it up for all the time
Repeating a description of the past, emphasizing the attempt to compensate for lost time.
That we took risks, told my mom that I'd be home by nine
Reiterating the risks taken and promises made to parents.
There's an asterisk, I think I was wrong every time
Highlighting a recurring mistake marked by an asterisk.
Cause I made you up on my mind, made you up on my mind
Admitting to creating an idealized version of the person in one's mind (repeated).
We were just kids trying to make it up for all the time
Repeating the description of the past to emphasize the cyclical nature of the situation.
That we took risks , told my mom that I'd be home by nine
Reiterating the risks taken and promises made to parents (repeated).
There's an asterisk, I think I was wrong every time
Emphasizing the recurring mistake marked by an asterisk (repeated).
Cause I made you up on my mind, made you up on my mind
Acknowledging the creation of an idealized version of the person in one's mind (repeated).
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