Lyrics
I keep losing my faith but im just tryna keep the reaper off
I face challenges to maintain my faith, aiming to avoid succumbing to negativity.
Feel they gave me so much hate they a do anything to see me fall
Perceived a significant amount of hate, believing that others desire my failure.
I told myself when i get straight to never answer when them niggas call
Decided not to answer calls from certain people after achieving success.
If they had love for me then i promise ill never switch on yall
If there was genuine love, a commitment not to betray those who supported me.
But im just holding on to you
Expressing a sense of holding onto something or someone important.
Aye i feel im not even close enough to you
Feeling a distance from a desired connection or goal.
And i feel im Rodger Davis the way these niggas ride the wave
Comparing oneself to Rodger Davis, suggesting riding a trend without prior support.
They ain show love to me back then when i was praying for better days
Noticing a lack of support in challenging times from those who now show interest.
Never held on to your trust because i already knew that shit was fake
Mistrustful due to previous experiences, anticipating insincerity.
If i put my pain inside this cup then id be sippin for so many days
Using substances to cope with emotional pain over an extended period.
When i tell my story bout me they probably wont read about it
Anticipating that one's personal story may not receive the attention it deserves.
So many critics round this bitch wont even preach about it
Facing criticism from people who don't actively support or advocate for change.
Keep my thoughts inside of my head when i'm hurt wont never speak about it
Choosing to keep emotional struggles private, avoiding discussing them openly.
If i did what niggas did to me nigga to they probably would leave me about it
Reflecting on potential consequences if reciprocating the harm received from others.
Wont never get up in they shit ima keep it silent
Commitment to maintaining discretion and not involving oneself in others' affairs.
You was post to love me yesterday if you didn't then i cant be around ya
Expecting loyalty from those who claimed to love in the past.
And tell me that im changing i love it when you just speak about me
Appreciating observations of personal growth and change from others.
I was tryna make you see what i seen but you never seen about it
Frustration over the difficulty of making others understand one's perspective.
And i always kept it real
Commitment to honesty and authenticity in all situations.
Still up in the hood but im still chasing for the hills
Persisting in pursuing success while still facing challenges in the original environment.
And it seem like i was put here to let yall know about my gift
Believing there is a purpose in life to share one's unique talents or insights.
Different emotions got my body trippin
Experiencing various and intense emotions that affect the body.
Never thought i would get hurt but now i guess i get the feeling
Contrasting past expectations of invulnerability with current feelings of vulnerability.
And i see that everything ok
Observing that everything is okay, suggesting a positive outlook.
Gotta keep it on you if dem niggas play then you spray yeah
Emphasizing the need to stay prepared for potential threats or challenges.
I keep losing my faith but im just tryna keep the reaper off
Reiteration of struggling to maintain faith in difficult times.
Feel they gave me so much hate they a do anything to see me fall
Perception of facing substantial hatred, with a determination to resist falling.
I told myself when i get straight to never answer when them niggas call
Reiterating the decision to avoid responding to certain individuals.
If they had love for me then i promise ill never switch on yall
A promise to remain loyal if genuine love and support are provided.
But im just holding on to you
Continuing to hold on to something or someone valuable.
Aye i feel im not even close enough to you
Expressing a feeling of not being close enough to a desired goal or connection.
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