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I cant deny what I feel when I look up in her eyes
I'm unable to deny my emotions when I gaze into her eyes.
Told her I dont do love but ill give this one a try
I informed her that I typically avoid love, but I'm willing to attempt it this time.
So if I break your heart dont be surprised
Don't be shocked if I end up hurting your feelings; historically, I've kept my heart guarded, and I'm uncertain why.
Ive always had a lock on my heart I dont know why
I've always had emotional barriers that prevent me from fully connecting.
All this pain that im feeling its taken over my life
The emotional distress I'm experiencing has overwhelmed my life.
Until my whole family straight I cant keep a girl in my life
Until I resolve my family's situation, I struggle to maintain a stable relationship.
I coulda sworn you the one but now im not sure if its right
I believed you were the one, but now I'm uncertain if that's accurate.
Im up tossin n turnin its hard to be alone at night
Nights are difficult to endure alone; I find myself restless and tormented.
I made time for you, showed you things you never seen
I dedicated time to show you experiences and things you've never encountered.
I kno I dont chose the best words when things get heated
I admit I struggle to choose the right words when things become heated.
But I cant keep on lying to you
Continuing to deceive you is something I cannot do.
I dont know where i stand but I know youll always ride
I'm uncertain about our status, but I believe you'll always support me.
This aint me giving up im just telling you that im tired
I'm not giving up; I'm simply expressing my exhaustion.
I remember when you asked me, do i believe in the right person and wrong time ?
I recall your query about believing in the right person but at the wrong time.
At times i feel like i can do better
Occasionally, I feel like I can find a better match.
At times i feel like the first time i met her
There are moments when it feels like the initial encounter with her.
Sparks flying, a love without measure
Intense emotions were present, a love beyond quantification.
I got this, money on my mind so i think less of her
I prioritize money and tend to think less of emotional connections.
She know, I know, She know I wont change how I act
She understands my behavior won't change, despite knowing it's difficult.
Its so hard to open up to you so i pour it all on this track
Expressing myself to you is challenging, so I pour my emotions into this song.
She know im not a savage but she confused how i treat her
She recognizes I'm not heartless but is perplexed by my actions towards her.
She might of let me score but she a keeper, a real good one
She might have engaged with me physically, but I view her as someone worth keeping, a truly remarkable person.
She solid fashoo, I remember pullin up to your work and handed you roses
She's undoubtedly genuine. I recall arriving at your workplace and gifting you roses.
I wanna put you in designer get you flyer then ever
I desire to elevate your style by dressing you in designer clothes.
Theres just sum about me I wasnt tryna impresser
There's a part of me that wasn't attempting to impress you.
I know you heard all about me, imma young flexer
I acknowledge you might have heard things about my showy lifestyle.
Baby im ballin just like im drexler
I'm successful and living a lavish life, akin to basketball player Drexler.
You know I dont play no games thats what 2k for
I prefer playing video games (referring to 2K) rather than engaging in emotional games.
She gon scream when im in it no matter who next door
She'll express her pleasure loudly during intimacy, regardless of the neighbors.
I said I cant have a baby but i just love when its raw
I've stated I don't want a child, but I enjoy the raw passion of our connection.
I said I gothcu forever no matter what we are
I've assured you of my commitment, regardless of our circumstances.
I cant feel my heart, breaking yours was way to hard
I'm struggling to feel anything emotionally; hurting you was extremely difficult.
Cuz im feelin like i need you and we cant be apart
Feeling a strong need for you while acknowledging we can't be separated.
At times i feel like i can do better
Similar to earlier, there are moments when I believe I can find a better match.
At times i feel like the first time i met her
Reiterating the feeling of reliving the initial encounter.
Sparks flying, a love without measure
A reminder of the intense emotional connection experienced.
I got this, money on my mind so i think less of her
My focus remains on money, leading me to prioritize it over relationships.
She know, I know, She know I wont change how I act
Despite her understanding, she knows my behavior won't change.
Its so hard to open up to you so i pour it all on this track
Expressing my feelings to you directly is challenging, so I've poured them into this song.
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