Lyrics
Chorus
Repetition of the chorus expressing fear of love, unfamiliarity with growth, and the anticipation of something beyond.
I’m afraid to love you now
-I was never used to growth
-But something’s on the other side of this
-Now I live in California
-I’m afraid to love you now
-I was never used to growth
-But something’s on the other side of this
-Now I live in California
-Verse
Desire for emotional support and love, acknowledging personal struggles and a longing for a chance to experience life fully.
Cradle me, dear
-I’m so deprived of love
-I’m so depressed, it shows
-You know the trouble
-Nights on the rubble
-Dying for one more chance to see the world
-Crying at the funeral
Reflection on overcoming addictions, healing from sickness, and being a witness to personal transformation.
All my addictions
-Healed of the sickness
-I am a witness
-Chorus
Repetition of the chorus expressing fear of love, unfamiliarity with growth, and the anticipation of something beyond.
I’m afraid to love you now
-I was never used to growth
-But something’s on the other side of this
-Now I live in California
-I’m afraid to love you now
-I was never used to growth
-But something’s on the other side of this
-Now I live in California
-Verse 2
Expressing reluctance to engage in conflict, desire for personal fulfillment, and grappling with thoughts about a significant person.
Gotta find the right words
-I don’t really wanna fight for it
-I’ve been staying up late
-Wanna fill up my plate
-I don’t really wanna die for this
-I don’t really wanna talk about ya
-But it’s always on my mind
-Every time I heard you cry
-Wanna set these things aside
-‘Member nights thinking
Recollection of past love and its challenges, emphasizing the difficulty faced but not communicated to others.
We were so in love with
-Everything we touched
-But didn’t tell a body that
-This was fucking tough
-On my soul
Emphasis on the commitment to hold on, suggesting a determination to preserve something significant.
On my soul
-Never let go
-Never let go
-Chorus
Repetition of the chorus expressing fear of love, unfamiliarity with growth, and the anticipation of something beyond.
But I’m afraid to love you now
-I was never used to growth
-But something’s on the other side of this
-Now I live in California
-I’m afraid to love you now
-I was never used to growth
-But something’s on the other side of this
-Now I live in California
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