Endless War
Endless Struggle: Battling Within Myself
Lyrics
I swear I'm in the Matrix
I feel like I'm trapped or disoriented, possibly overwhelmed like in the movie "The Matrix."
Life just likes to play tricks
Life seems unpredictable and full of unexpected challenges or hardships.
I miss the old days where I was learning basics
Nostalgia for simpler times when life was uncomplicated, and learning was foundational.
Wake up in the mornin
Beginning of the day.
Outside rain is pourin
Describing the weather as gloomy with rain outside.
Loosing motivation to get up in the mornin
Struggling to find the motivation to start the day.
It is an endless war between me myself and I
Internal conflict or struggles within oneself.
Some nights I lay in bed and just want to cry
Expressing emotional pain or vulnerability, feeling like crying.
Take a hit of my cart so I can get high
Using a cartridge (possibly related to cannabis) to cope with challenges and seek relief.
And pray that when I leave, its not my last goodbye
Fearing that departing might be a final goodbye, highlighting mortality.
Forget about the money my music is forever
Prioritizing passion for music over material wealth.
Pretty soon we will be screaming this together
Anticipating shared success and connection through music.
Pretty soon the memory will last forever
Believing that the impact of the music will endure indefinitely.
Ima keep on doin this even if it kills me
Determined to pursue the music despite potential risks to health.
This is the only way that they will see the real me
Seeing music as a means to reveal the true self to others.
I cant even care if the fake ones leave me
Indifferent to the departure of insincere people who were not supportive.
cause I know that they weren't even there for me
Acknowledging that some individuals were not genuinely present in times of need.
Had to cut some people outta my life
Removing negative influences from life to avoid conflict.
Cause all they want to do is make another strife
Detaching from those who create unnecessary problems.
I just want to leave and live my own life
Desire for personal freedom and independence.
I just want to leave and live my own life
Reiteration of the desire to live authentically.
I can't stand the fake shit
Expressing discomfort with insincerity or artificial behavior.
I don't wanna fake it
Rejecting the idea of pretending or being inauthentic.
I'm not one to fake it
Emphasizing authenticity over compromise for success.
just to fuckin make it
Refusing to adopt a fake persona just for success.
I am here to stay
Commitment to enduring and not giving up.
never goin away
Asserting a permanent presence and commitment to goals.
and if you don't like it well then you can have a good day
Encouraging those who disagree to have a positive day despite differences.
I swear I'm in the Matrix
Repetition of feeling trapped or disoriented, like in "The Matrix."
Life just likes to play tricks
Reiteration of life's unpredictable nature and its tendency to deceive.
I miss the old days where I was learning basics
Rekindling a longing for a simpler, foundational time in life.
Wake up in the mornin
Repeating the start of the day.
Outside rain is pourin
Repeating the gloomy morning with rain.
Loosing motivation to get up in the mornin
Reiteration of the struggle to find motivation in the morning.
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