Lyrics
These nights, blurred sights
Expressing a sense of confusion and disorientation during the night.
Falling undertow, broke and drowning deep
Feeling overwhelmed by a challenging and deep emotional situation.
Grey smoke, I choke
Encountering difficulties symbolized by grey smoke and a sense of suffocation.
Nothing changed, I find it so hard to breathe
Despite circumstances, there is a struggle to find relief and normalcy.
Second guessing
Experiencing doubt and uncertainty.
I'm screaming out but you can't
Attempting to communicate intense emotions but facing obstacles.
Seem to hear me
Feeling unheard despite expressing emotions vocally.
XO XO XO I'll leave you an XO XO XO
Repetition of "XO" suggests a farewell or parting gesture.
I thought I saw a light break
Seeing hope or positivity, but it quickly shatters like rain.
Shattering down like the rain
A symbolic description of a moment of hope breaking apart.
I thought there was nothing left
A perception of emptiness or loss, but memories persist.
But these memories won't fade
Memories linger and refuse to fade away.
You lock me up and drag me down
Feeling restrained and negatively influenced by someone.
Keep on filling my head with doubt
Continuous influence causing self-doubt and internal conflict.
Why is it still so hard, to leave you now?
The difficulty of parting despite the emotional challenges.
If we could go back to that day
Reflecting on the possibility of changing past events.
Would anything change at all?
Pondering whether changes would have made a difference.
If I were to love you one more time
Considering the idea of loving again, seeking closure.
Would you kiss me a goodbye?
Questioning if a renewed love would end in a final farewell.
These nights, blurred sights
Reiteration of the challenges faced during the night.
Falling undertow, broke and drowning deep
Repeating the feeling of being overwhelmed and broken.
Grey smoke, I choke
Emphasizing the struggle and suffocation experienced.
Nothing changed, I find it so hard to breathe
Despite efforts, the difficulty of finding relief persists.
Second guessing
Continued doubt and hesitation in decision-making.
I'm screaming out but you can't
Expressing emotions loudly, yet feeling unheard.
Seem to hear me
Reiterating the struggle of being unheard.
XO XO XO I'll leave you an XO XO XO
Repeating the symbolic farewell gesture.
Can't keep you out of my head
Unable to remove thoughts of the person from the mind.
Truth is I haven't tried yet
Admitting a lack of effort in trying to forget.
"Y'know I swear for the last time"
Acknowledging a final commitment or promise made in the past.
It seems my heart is misled
Realizing that the heart may have been deceived or misled.
You pulled the trigger and I'm wrong
Feeling wronged and affected when the person is absent.
I really can't stand when you're gone
Expressing difficulty in coping with the absence of the person.
Why is it just so hard to let you go?
Questioning the challenge of letting go and moving on.
If we could go back to that day
Reflecting on the possibility of altering past events.
Would anything change at all?
Wondering if changes in the past would have any impact.
The only thing I kept of you are
Keeping memories as the only tangible remnants of the person.
All the ghosts on my wall
Memories are haunting and persistent, like ghosts on a wall.
These nights, blurred sights
Reiteration of the emotional struggles during the night.
Falling undertow, broke and drowning deep
Repeating the feeling of being overwhelmed and broken.
Grey smoke, I choke
Emphasizing the struggle and suffocation experienced.
Nothing changed, I find it so hard to breathe
Despite efforts, the difficulty of finding relief persists.
Second guessing
Continued doubt and hesitation in decision-making.
I'm screaming out but you can't
Expressing emotions loudly, yet feeling unheard.
Seem to hear me
Reiterating the struggle of being unheard.
XO XO XO I'll leave you an XO XO XO
Repeating the symbolic farewell gesture.
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