Lyrics
When I get a mill Ima double up
Expressing the desire to double one's wealth
Cooking in the field watch it bubble up
Metaphorically describing success in illegal activities
When you get the money then the trouble come
Highlighting challenges that come with wealth
All my niggas solid they don’t fuck with us
Emphasizing loyalty among close friends
Ain’t no need to doubt man it’s only trust
Emphasizing trust in relationships
Looking at my circle like it’s only us
Stressing a small, trusted circle
Looking at my cup like its only drugs
Referencing reliance on drugs/alcohol
It’s only when it’s gone that I feel in love
Realizing the value of something only when lost
Get away
Desiring to escape
Get away sometime
Seeking occasional escape
I just wanna escape my mind
Wishing to break free from mental strain
Feeling like My life a lie
Feeling life lacks authenticity
These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
Drugs contributing to feelings of isolation
These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
-Yeah Huh
Expression of acknowledgment
I’m surrounded and I still feel alone
Despite company, feeling alone
It all changed when the sky got dark
Shift in circumstances affecting mood
I be feeling like a God when I’m on
Feeling powerful under the influence
Bottom of the bottle is the best damn part (Yeah)
Enjoying the end of a bottle
Ah shit girl almost thought I lost you
Emotions tied to a relationship, considering a reunion
For a year I ain’t even take a sip
-I was thinking bout you every other day
-I’m feeling low we should take another trip
-We estranged wouldn’t even call it love
Complex feelings about a romantic involvement
Cause I’m only fucking with you when I’m all up in the club
-You ain’t even been a rider you parlaying with my niggas
-And I came to this conclusion like I know I’m fucking up
-Do I need a broken heart just to feel pain?
Questioning emotional experiences and sanity
Gotta go insane just to feel sane?
-Need a pair of wings just to get away?
-Gotta stand out just to feel the same
-Ain’t no crowd around me
Feeling detached from surroundings
No it don’t feel the same
-Potion all through my body
Describing numbness induced by substances
Numb me like Novocain
-It’s unusual
Appreciation for a specific alcoholic mixture
I thought you should know
-That I think Henny mixed with XO is so beautiful
-Get away
Reiteration of the desire to escape mental anguish
Get away sometime
-I just wanna escape my mind
-Feeling like My life a lie
-These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
-These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
-Get away
-Get away sometime
-I just wanna escape my mind
-Feeling like My life a lie
-These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
Repeating the impact of drugs on emotions
These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
-I been feeling better when I’m lost
Feeling better when emotionally detached
Tell me how it feels to be you
Curiosity about someone else's emotions
Baby don’t you look into my cup
Warning against getting too involved
You could get lost in this too
-Tell me how to drown this pain
Seeking relief from emotional pain
I don’t wanna feel the same
-Everything feel mundane
-This pose to end with You
Speculating on potential tragic endings
Or maybe this could end like Kurt Cobain
-You could stare into my soul like I ain’t shit
Turning to writing/music for solace
My pen really help with the anguish
-Probably get worse when I’m famous
-Still double cupped up in places that I’ve never been
Comfort found in music
Music working better than a sedative
-Staring at the sun like it’s gon get closer
Strange satisfaction in risky behavior
It taste better when I mix it with the soda
-I’m a better person when I’m fucked up
Positive alterations in behavior under the influence
I don’t overthink when I’m fucked up
-I don’t even care when I’m fucked up
-If I can’t get you here then I fucked up
Regret over a lost opportunity
Like
Reiteration of unusual behavior
It’s unusual
Admiration for a specific drink mixture
I thought you should know
-That I think Henny mixed with XO is so beautiful
-Get away
Repetition of desire for mental escape due to drugs
Get away sometime
-I just wanna escape my mind
-Feeling like My life a lie
-These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
-These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
-Get away
-Get away sometime
-I just wanna escape my mind
-Feeling like My life a lie
-These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
-These fucking drugs got me feeling lonely
-When I get a mill Ima double up
-Cooking in the field watch it bubble up
-When you get the money then the trouble come
-All my niggas solid they don’t fuck with us
-Ain’t no need to doubt man it’s only trust
-Looking at my circle like it’s only us
-Looking at my cup like its only drugs
-It’s only when it’s gone that I feel in love
-It’s only when it’s gone that I feel in love
Realization of love upon losing something
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