For The Birds
Emotional Turmoil: Navigating Heartbreak and Self-Discovery in Zaria Hall's 'For The Birds'
Lyrics
Supposed to be sleep, but I'm up traveling
Struggling to sleep, staying awake and reflecting on thoughts.
To crevices of my mind I don't even need to be visiting
Exploring deeper aspects of the mind that may be unsettling.
You know, just the usual driving myself completely sane
Engaging in activities that challenge one's sanity.
Comforted by my insecurities
Finding solace in personal vulnerabilities and flaws.
Why am I so damn emotional
Questioning heightened emotions.
Uncomfortable with being comfortable
Discomfort with complacency or stability.
I cannot take it anymore
Expressing overwhelming emotions and frustration.
Why don't he want me anymore
Questioning a decline in someone's affection.
Why don't you want me
Expressing the desire for affection.
Tryna find the peace in being alone
Seeking peace in solitude.
Tryna find the peace within my own
Searching for internal peace.
This shit is for the birds 'cause I'm still hurt
Describing a challenging situation as undesirable.
Oh, Why was it so easy for you to ghost me like that
Questioning the ease of being ignored or abandoned.
Is it because my ass ain't fat
Suggesting physical appearance as a possible reason for being ignored.
Bet. Imma work on that
Committing to self-improvement despite reservations.
Can't believe I just said that
Surprised by a statement made about self-improvement.
For me to go to a gym just for him
Expressing reluctance to change for someone else.
I can't even with myself
Feeling overwhelmed by self-expectations.
You're no good, you're no good, you're no good for my mental health
Acknowledging a detrimental influence on mental well-being.
Stuck in between being high, feeling low
Caught between emotional highs and lows.
How long does this shit go for
Questioning the duration of emotional turmoil.
Tell me what you take me for
Seeking clarification about one's value or role.
Tell me what you take me for
Reiterating the need for understanding one's worth.
I must admit I'm waiting for whatever's next
Anticipating the future, uncertain about what comes next.
I'm waiting for that "you up" text
Waiting for a late-night message indicating interest.
I'm waiting for that makeup sex
Anticipating reconciliation through physical intimacy.
Oh, but why am I so damn emotional
Reiteration of heightened emotional state.
Uncomfortable with being comfortable
Discomfort with emotional stability reiterated.
I cannot take it anymore
Expression of unbearable emotional strain.
Why don't he want me anymore
Questioning a decline in someone's affection, repeated from line 9.
Why don't you want me
Expressing the desire for affection, repeated from line 10.
Tryna find the peace in being alone
Seeking peace in solitude, repeated from line 11.
Tryna find the peace within my own
Searching for internal peace, repeated from line 12.
This shit is for the birds 'cause I'm still hurt
Describing a challenging situation as undesirable, repeated from line 13.
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