Lyrics
I drove really fast before I hit the wall
I faced a major obstacle after driving recklessly.
I was punch drunk, spinnin' round, heading for a fall
I was disoriented and on the brink of failure.
Do or die now, got scared, so I stalled
Faced a critical moment, got scared, and hesitated.
You can have it all
You are welcome to everything.
Your eyes inside the back of my mind
Your influence is deeply embedded in my thoughts.
Stars collide to see who outshines
Competing to shine brighter, even if it leads to a collision.
Your eyes inside the back of my mind
Continued impact of your presence in my mind, causing blindness.
It's making me blind
Your influence is overwhelming and impairs my judgment.
We can hate
We have the option to harbor resentment.
We can hate each other
We can harbor resentment towards each other.
We can be down then fuck one another
We can experience lows and still engage intimately.
We can hold it up, then set it on fire
We can build things up and then destroy them.
Life is sacrifice and you can be a martyr
Life involves sacrifices, and one can become a martyr.
But it's more than I can stand
The situation is more challenging than I can endure.
When you're looking down on me
Feeling inferior when you judge me.
Cause I can't live up to you, that makes me incomplete
I cannot meet your expectations, leaving me feeling inadequate.
I never wanted anything more
I never desired anything more than what I have.
So I'll just say good-bye and watch you walk out the door
Choosing to bid farewell as you leave.
I want to be all you want me to be
Desiring to fulfill all your expectations of me.
I want to be all you think that you see
Aspiring to embody the image you perceive of me.
Would you leave me here when nobody cares?
Questioning if you would abandon me when nobody cares.
I tried really hard not to care at all
Struggling not to care at all.
Medicate myself
Resorting to self-medication with Xanax and alcohol.
Xanax, alcohol
Substances used to cope, making me feel insignificant.
My admissions made me feel so small
You can keep everything, I don't want it.
You can keep it all
I am capable of change.
I can change
Mutual transformation for the sake of each other.
We can change for each other
Letting go and accepting each other's flaws.
We can let go and accept one another
Destroying everything and starting anew.
We can tear it down to the ground and start over
Life involves compromise, a repeated truth.
Life is compromise [Repeat x2]
If I disappoint, I will make amends and support you again.
So if I let you down then I'll pick you up again
Ultimately.
In the end
Placing trust in me to fulfill my aspirations.
Suspend confidence in me to come through
Being true to myself and pursuing my desires.
To be who I want to be and to do what I want to do
Never abandoning loyalty to you.
Never turn my back on you
Remaining committed to the relationship.
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