Dead Inside
Echoes of Desolation: Unveiling the Emotion Behind Acid World's 'Dead Inside'
Lyrics
Heavy heart heavy rain
Feeling emotionally burdened, accompanied by heavy rain.
Did my part took the blame
Taking responsibility for actions and accepting blame.
Shed some tears still the same
Crying hasn't changed the situation; still experiencing pain.
I just store all the pain
Choosing to internalize and endure emotional pain.
As you walk down the isle
Referencing a significant event like a wedding ceremony.
I'm still here I just smile
Remaining present but masking inner turmoil with a smile.
All this fame say your mine
Publicly claiming a relationship despite personal struggles.
You still ain't mine
Expressing the unfulfilled nature of the claimed relationship.
Every step that I take like a stab in the back
Every step is painful and feels like betrayal.
Every tear that I drop like I'm drowning in the lake
Tears are overwhelming, akin to drowning in sorrow.
All my friends in the club they be dancing all night
Contrasting personal isolation with friends' carefree enjoyment.
I got stuck in the dark every breath is a fight
Feeling trapped in darkness, every moment is a struggle.
Cross my heart and hope to die
Pledging sincerity, even in the face of suicidal thoughts.
At the brink of suicide
Expressing extreme emotional pain at the edge of suicide.
Ram the dagger in my spine
Metaphorically, experiencing betrayal and intense emotional pain.
I look good and as I lie
Maintaining a facade of well-being despite inner struggles.
In my death bed still alive
Paradoxically alive on a deathbed, consumed by emotional pain.
Your voice ringing in my mind
Memories of a person's voice haunting the mind.
All these fuckers want my life
Feeling persecuted by others who desire harm.
I'm living life
Choosing to continue living despite inner emptiness.
Looking good but I am dead inside
Outwardly appearing well but internally feeling lifeless.
Don't feel alright
Acknowledging the lack of emotional well-being.
Life ain't right 'cause I am dead inside
Life feels wrong due to internal emotional deadness.
Dead inside
Reiterating the emotional deadness within.
I'm spending my time with myself
Spending time alone, disconnected from external influences.
I got nothing to live for
Expressing a sense of purposelessness and emptiness.
I'm okay I got drugs in my shelf
Using substances to cope with emotional struggles.
Cranking out of the blister
Escaping pain through self-destructive behavior.
Let's run away from our problems
Suggesting avoidance of facing and solving problems.
Never there and I don't need you that often
Distance and infrequency in needing others.
Burn my feelings get high in the process
Numbing emotions with substances without understanding the cause.
Ask what's wrong I haven't figured that out yet
Unable to articulate what's wrong, still in the process of self-discovery.
My dad died he was dead outside
Reflecting on the emotional impact of a parent's death.
My dad died I be sad for life
Expressing prolonged sadness after a parent's death.
No more life in my body I'm dead
Feeling spiritually and emotionally lifeless.
Dead inside and I'm falling to bed
Confirming internal deadness, preparing for sleep.
I'm living life
Continuing to live with internal emptiness.
Looking good but I am dead inside
Externally appearing well while internally dead.
Don't feel alright
Acknowledging the lack of well-being.
Life ain't right 'cause I am dead inside
Life feels wrong due to internal emotional deadness.
I'm living life
Repeating the conflict of external appearance and internal deadness.
Looking good but I am dead inside
Restating the contradiction between appearance and inner emptiness.
Don't feel alright
Affirming the lack of emotional well-being.
Life ain't right 'cause I am dead inside
Life feels wrong due to internal emotional deadness.
Dead inside
Reiterating the theme of feeling emotionally dead inside.
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