Lyrics
Every time
Expressing a recurring occurrence
I can recall
Recalling memories or experiences
Another crack
Notable damage or flaw
Upon the wall
Visualizing imperfections in surroundings
I search for you
Actively seeking a presence
Nothing is in bloom
No signs of growth or life
I wake up to
Awakening to solitude
Another empty room
Confronting an unoccupied space
Haunted dreams
Disturbing dreams haunting the mind
Floating in an ocean
Emotionally adrift, surrounded by vastness
Every time I try to fight
Struggling against progress
The forward motion
Resisting forward movement
All I ever feel
Lacking genuine emotions
Nothing real
No authentic experiences
Just know
Asserting a desire contrary to reality
I never wanted this
Rejecting current circumstances
Just know
Reiteration of resistance
(In the end we never die)
Suggesting an enduring existence beyond life
I never wanted this
Reiteration of rejection
(And it's safe right now)
Emphasizing safety in the present
Just know
Reiteration of enduring existence
(In the end we never die)
Reaffirming a lasting presence
I never wanted this
Reiteration of resistance
Help me find
Pleading for assistance in expression
Words better left unspoken
Referring to unspeakable words
Every time I wonder why
Questioning existence and purpose
I'm lost and broken
Feeling disoriented and damaged
All I ever feel
Lacking genuine emotions
Nothing real
No authentic experiences
I'm trading all my virtues
Exchanging moral values for lasting marks
For scars that won't fade
Sacrificing virtues for enduring wounds
For wounds that won't heal
Bearing enduring wounds that don't heal
I'm trading all my virtues
Continuing the exchange of virtues
For scars that don't fade
Retaining scars that persist
For wounds that won't heal
Enduring wounds that resist healing
I'm trading all my virtues
Persisting in the trade of virtues
For scars that don't fade
Keeping scars that endure
For wounds that won't heal
Suffering wounds that defy healing
Haunted dreams
Disturbing dreams haunting the mind
Floating in an ocean
Emotionally adrift, surrounded by vastness
Every time I try to fight
Struggling against progress
The forward motion
Resisting forward movement
Help me find
Pleading for assistance in expression
Words better left unspoken
Referring to unspeakable words
Every time I wonder why
Questioning existence and purpose
I'm lost and broken
Feeling disoriented and damaged
Comment