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ever feel like you're options?
Questioning whether you have any choices or alternatives.
like you tried everything you've seen
Feeling like you've attempted everything within your knowledge or experience.
and i've been searching on 3 different search engines, yeah
Engaging in extensive searches across multiple platforms or sources.
i'm learning i'm bitter and distant these days
Realizing a growing sense of bitterness and emotional distance recently.
maybe this one
Considering a possibility or option.
is gonna be the one
Hopeful that a particular choice or path will change the situation.
to get rid of 'gone'
Trying to eliminate the feeling of loss or absence.
from my vocabulary
Attempting to remove the word 'gone' from personal vocabulary, implying a desire to move on or improve.
do you want to feel alive?
Questioning a desire for vitality or a fulfilling existence.
but it's too late, you can't find
Realizing it may be too late to experience something profound or meaningful.
a real connection
Struggling to establish genuine connections with others.
can you love your reflection?
Asking if one can accept and cherish oneself.
so i feel like i'm out of options
Feeling limited or restricted in available choices.
am i begging and choosing here?
Questioning if the act of choosing is also a form of pleading or desperation.
and i've been getting just a little bit more estranged
Experiencing increasing feelings of alienation or detachment.
every day it's like i'm just a touch more deranged
Perceiving a gradual descent into a more disturbed mental state.
do you want to feel alive?
Reflecting on a desire for a fulfilling life.
but it's too late, you can't find
Realizing that the opportunity for a meaningful connection may have passed.
a real connection
Struggling to find an authentic and deep relationship.
can you love your reflection?
Questioning the ability to appreciate oneself.
if all this in my head
Reflecting on whether everything being experienced is a construct of one's own mind.
tell me
Wondering why there's a sense of isolation despite internal thoughts or perceptions.
why i'm alone in bed
Continuing to feel alone in bed, despite reflections or contemplations.
still
Reiterating a persistent sense of being alone in bed.
do you want to feel alive?
Revisiting the desire for a fulfilling life.
but it's too late, you can't find
Realizing the difficulty in finding a profound connection at this point.
a real connection
Struggling to establish a genuine and deep connection with others.
can you love your reflection?
Questioning the ability to accept and cherish oneself.
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