Lyrics
This celebration gets me down
This celebration brings me down.
It's hard to give a shit these days
It's challenging to care in the current times.
When something else is on my mind
Other concerns occupy my thoughts.
So i don't feel like having fun
Feeling uninterested in having a good time.
I might feel different tomorrow
My emotions might shift tomorrow.
I think I'm more of a positive person
Generally, I consider myself positive.
But today I'm mad
Today, I'm angry.
Mad makes me sad
Anger transitions into sadness for me.
But today I'm mad
Despite being mad, I'm also sad.
Mad makes me sad
Madness evokes sadness in my current state.
What can i say?
Expressing uncertainty or a lack of words.
I guess I'll smoke another cigarette
I'll cope by smoking another cigarette.
To make it look like i'm busy
Pretending to be busy to avoid idle staring.
Instead of just staring
Choosing to appear engaged rather than passive.
It'll look like l'm trying to figure out something important
Giving the appearance of contemplating something significant.
Like a much needed conversation with myself
Comparing the situation to a necessary self-reflection.
Like a much needed conversation with myself
Reiterating the need for self-reflection.
Just a little longer
Enduring a bit longer before being able to leave.
Then i can go home
Waiting a bit more before heading home.
Just a little longer
Extending the wait to go to sleep.
And i can go to sleep
Anticipating rest after a little more time.
What if tomorrow would feel the same shit?
Contemplating the possibility of a similar experience tomorrow.
What if tomorrow would feel the same shit?
Repeating the concern about the next day's feelings.
What if tomorrow would feel the same shit?
Expressing a continued worry about the future.
What if tomorrow would feel the same shit?
Reiterating the fear of a repetitive experience tomorrow.
What if tomorrow would feel the same shit?
Repeating the concern about the next day's feelings.
What if tomorrow would feel the same shit?
Continuing to express anxiety about the future.
Shit
Summing up the current emotional state with the word "shit."
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