Lyrics
see I've been talking to myself
Expressing the act of self-reflection and internal dialogue.
thinking uh oh maybe I need help
Acknowledging the possibility of needing assistance or support.
But I don't want to put this on anyone else
Reluctance to burden others with personal struggles.
so I just talk to me
Choosing self-talk as a coping mechanism.
you see I've been down this road before
Referencing past experiences of hardship.
and I dont know if I can take anymore
Expressing uncertainty about enduring further challenges.
pages of trauma written in my lore
Describing a history of traumatic experiences.
I just want to be free
Yearning for freedom from emotional burdens.
you see I've been talking to myself
Continuing the theme of self-dialogue for emotional release.
because holding it in ruins my mental health
Highlighting the negative impact of suppressing emotions on mental health.
but I dont want to burden anyone else
Preferring self-expression over sharing problems with others.
so I just talk to me
Reiterating the choice to confide in oneself.
you see you'd never understand
Emphasizing the uniqueness of personal struggles.
unless you've seen
Suggesting empathy is limited to those with similar experiences.
life through my eyes all my memories
Reflecting on memories as a lens through which life is understood.
why sometimes there are delusions
Mentioning the presence of delusions as coping mechanisms.
that you need to survive
Implying the necessity of delusions for survival.
you see I've been talking to myself
Revisiting the theme of self-dialogue for emotional relief.
and I know it seems like I'm unwell
Addressing concerns about mental well-being.
but I promise you I'm not in hell
Assuring that despite appearances, the speaker is not in a state of despair.
I just like to talk to me
Expressing a preference for self-talk as a coping mechanism.
You see I've got problems only I understand
Claiming a personal understanding of unique problems.
and while I appreciate your outstretched hand
Acknowledging gestures of support but doubting their efficacy.
it's a great gesture but I know that it can't
Expressing skepticism about external help's effectiveness.
really do anything to help me
Recognizing limitations of external assistance in solving internal issues.
you see I've been talking to myself
Reiterating the use of self-talk as a coping strategy.
maybe one day I will figure out
Expressing hope for discovering better coping mechanisms in the future.
a better way to get some help
Anticipating a time when external help may be more effective.
until than I'll just talk to me
Temporary reliance on self-talk until more effective solutions are found.
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