Blurred Visions
Navigating Desires: A Tale of Lost Weekends and Drifting Dreams
Lyrics
I always wanted everything at once
I had a persistent desire for everything simultaneously.
and ended up with nothing at all
My pursuit resulted in obtaining nothing in the end.
sometimes it seems like I'm never going to learn
Despite experiences, it feels like I may never grasp the lesson.
banging my head against the wall
Frustration is evident as I repeatedly face obstacles.
I've got a feeling tonight that something's not quite right
Tonight, I sense something is amiss and persistent.
and it just won't seem to go away
The unsettling feeling lingers, refusing to dissipate.
drifting again through a few more lost weekends
Wandering through more unproductive weekends.
I can't seem to find my way
Feeling lost, struggling to find my direction.
a few more drunken nights drifting out of sight
Additional nights marked by intoxication, fading from view.
sleeping in the the back of a van
Sleeping uncomfortably in the back of a van.
played another show that didn't reall go
Performing in another show that deviated from my plans.
quite the way that I planned
The show didn't unfold as envisioned.
voices that I've heard, visions that got blurred
Recollections of voices and blurred visions haunt me.
dreams that somehow got left behind
Dreams that were left unfulfilled.
music that I've played and choices that I've made
Musical experiences and decisions replay in my thoughts.
keep on running through my mind
Memories of past choices and music persistently occupy my mind.
I always wanted everything at once
Reiteration of the desire for everything at once.
and ended up with nothing at all
The pursuit led to a total lack of achievement.
sometimes it seems like I'm never going to learn
A sense of perpetual failure in the process of learning.
banging my head against the wall
Continued frustration symbolized by hitting my head against the wall.
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