Sober
Seeking Clarity: Ashten Ray's Struggle for Sobriety
Lyrics
I've been faded way too much
I've consumed substances excessively.
I can't even fake it no more, I've been holding on
I can no longer pretend; I've been enduring.
Can we take it to the start, before you fucking left me and hit me with my heart
Can we go back to the beginning, before you left me and emotionally hurt me?
And I just keep popping pills and I just keep drinking til my liver can't take it anymore
I keep taking pills and drinking until my liver can't handle it.
And I've been so dead inside and I've been so drunk and high, and I just can't take it anymore
I've been emotionally numb and intoxicated; it's becoming unbearable.
I just want, I just want to be sober
I desire to be free from the influence of substances.
Sober
Repetition of the desire to be sober.
I just want, I just want to be sober
-Sober
-Sitting here, thinking about everything that you said
Reflecting on everything you said.
Did you truly mean or did you instantly regret it
Wondering if your words were genuine or if you regretted them instantly.
Thinking about all those times that we always had
Recalling the good times we shared.
Back and forth we were always fighting, now you treat me so bad
We used to argue, but now you treat me poorly.
You brought me to my knees and you got me saying things
You brought me down, and I'm saying things I didn't expect.
When you said that I was the one
You claimed I was the one, but it was a lie.
You always constant lied and you made me feel dead inside
You consistently lied, making me feel empty inside.
When you said that I was the one
You claimed I was the one, but it was a lie.
I just want, I just want to be sober
Repetition of the desire to be sober.
Sober
-I just want, I just want to be sober
-Sober
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