Survivors Guilt

Survivors Guilt: Navigating Trials Amidst Inner Turmoil
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Lyrics

I don't do the tattoos to me that evidence

I don't get tattoos as a form of evidence against myself.

You only beefing on the gram to me that's feminine

Engaging in online conflicts is feminine behavior to me.

Watch out for the snakes in the grass oh its venomous

Be cautious of deceitful people, as they can be venomous like snakes.

Hit the heat pour a three, cruise that street so we can reminisce

Driving around while reminiscing after hitting the heat (smoking) and scoring a three-pointer.

Battling depression and the drugs I won't throw the towel

Battling both depression and the temptation of drugs but not giving up.

I keep screaming rip O like its the only vowel

Continuously expressing grief for someone named O.

Noided always watch the rear view I think I'm being followed

Being paranoid and constantly checking the rearview mirror, feeling pursued.

They keep screaming loyalty but pride a hard ass pill to swallow

Despite claims of loyalty, pride can be a difficult truth to accept.

I don't care about that lil money keep it

Not concerned about a small amount of money, willing to let it go.

I was taking too so imma so what I was reaping

Acknowledging past wrongs and accepting the consequences.

I told your ass congrats but in your heart you was competing

Offering congratulations, but sensing hidden competition in the heart.

I hated that they wanna be like me I was misleading

Uncomfortable with others wanting to emulate a misleading lifestyle.

I remember being round a bunch of rappers thinking to my self like y'all weird yeah

Feeling out of place around fellow musicians and finding them peculiar.

I remember being round a bunch of killers thinking to my self if he get caught he ah tell

Being around potentially dangerous individuals and fearing they might betray when caught.

I remember when my thirty jammed on me thought to my self god don't want me to kill

Reflecting on a moment when a firearm malfunctioned, seeing it as a sign from God.

I try to get some sleep but I can't I go numb I got survivors guilt

Struggling with survivor's guilt, unable to sleep and feeling emotionally numb.

Kept going back to them little scandalous ways that we was living

Returning to questionable behavior, feeling like only the speaker and a friend are chasing their dreams.

Felt like it was only me and bro too chase the vision

Questioning how they ended up back in a repetitive and unfulfilling cycle.

How the hell we get back here this shit is repetition

Regretting a decision to engage in illegal activities instead of pursuing a legitimate path.

Go to work or work the scale I made the wrong decision

Facing the consequences of making the wrong decision between legal work and illegal activities.

Where I'm from we buy a benz but we still want the bentley

In the speaker's community, people may buy a less expensive car (Benz) but still desire something more luxurious (Bentley).

Ain't shit never enough so now your partner envy

Never satisfied with what they have, leading to envy among peers.

He peeping, perfectly plotting that's just the devil tempting

Recognizing deceptive behavior as the devil's temptation.

It's crazy how his ass a snake and they'll still accept him

Observing someone's deceitful actions, despite being aware of their true nature, they are accepted by others.

I sent my homie on a mission, said I might regret this

Sending a friend on a risky mission, acknowledging potential regret.

I poured a four to forget it I hope I go to heaven

Coping with stress by consuming a substance (four) and expressing a desire for a positive afterlife.

Re upping more than before we had our own progression

Experiencing progress, but uncertain about the promises of protection for their valuables.

Brody said that he'll insure the bag I don't know progressive

A friend expressing willingness to ensure the safety of their possessions, but skepticism remains.

I remember being round a bunch of rappers thinking to my self like y'all weird yeah

Reflecting on the peculiar nature of fellow musicians again.

I remember being round a bunch of killers thinking to my self if he get caught he ah tell

Revisiting the fear of potential betrayal by dangerous individuals.

I remember when my thirty jammed on me thought to my self god don't want me to kill

Recalling a moment when a firearm malfunctioned, interpreting it as a sign against killing.

I try to get some sleep but I can't I go numb I got survivors guilt

Struggling with survivor's guilt, unable to sleep and feeling emotionally numb (repeated from line 16).

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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