Lyrics
Why push me off the edge
Expressing frustration at being pushed to the edge by someone.
When I'll just go jump off myself
Independence and willingness to take control of one's actions, even if self-destructive.
Won't need your help
Rejecting assistance, asserting self-sufficiency.
Don't worry I can sink or swim no doubt
Confidence in facing challenges alone, metaphorically sinking or swimming.
My thoughts are turning (running) blurry
Feeling uncertain and anxious, possibly due to fear of missing out on experiences.
It's the fear of missing out
Attributing blurred thoughts to the fear of missing out.
I don't think you understand
Perceived lack of understanding from others.
The weight I used to drag around
Reflecting on the burden of past emotional weight.
I don't know how to
Expressing uncertainty or lack of knowledge in dealing with a situation.
Break the fall
Seeking guidance on how to handle a fall or failure.
This time I'll
Anticipating a need to let go of everything.
Have to lose it all
Acceptance of the inevitability of losing everything.
I guess it's best to make the call
Deciding to make a difficult decision.
I honestly just don't know what I believe
Expressing confusion and uncertainty about personal beliefs.
Disagree
Acknowledging disagreement with others.
To agree
Highlighting the need to agree to disagree.
Missed out on opportunities
Regret over missed opportunities in life.
That's a guarantee
Stating the certainty of missed opportunities.
I'm so far away from home
Feeling distant from one's comfort zone, emphasizing personal growth.
But I've learned that's the best place for growth
Recognizing that personal growth often happens outside of one's comfort zone.
I look around
Observing the surroundings, possibly in a state of solitude.
I'm standing here all by myself
Being alone and self-reliant in a challenging situation.
But standing proud
Emphasizing standing proudly despite challenges.
Six feet under the ground
Metaphorically describing a low point, possibly a struggle or emotional hardship.
Just silence now
Transitioning into a moment of silence and introspection.
The voices start to drown
Feeling overwhelmed as internal voices become more prominent.
I won't be found
Expressing a desire not to be found in a vulnerable state.
Feeling safe or sound
Feeling insecure or unsafe, lacking a sense of comfort or assurance.
Now for the longest of time I believed
Reflecting on a past belief and the passage of time.
That Holding my breath would just go fix everything
Realization that holding one's breath does not solve problems.
I didn't know how quickly that I would achieve, and repeat
Unexpectedly achieving and repeating a cycle of wasted opportunities.
The wasted possibilities
Expressing regret over missed chances and unfulfilled potential.
Pushed in front of me
Feeling that opportunities were forcibly taken away.
It's so hard to some growth
Expressing the challenge of growing when haunted by unresolved issues.
When you know you're only chasing ghosts
The difficulty of moving forward when haunted by the past.
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