Trust
Rising from Struggle: Young Queso's Journey to Self-Trust and Triumph
Lyrics
This year I'll be a better me
This year, I aim to improve myself.
Try an make peace with all my enemies
I want to make amends with those who consider me an enemy.
Even though they coming for my legacy
Despite others targeting my legacy.
Consistently attacking my integrity
Facing consistent attacks on my integrity.
I've been on a constant competition with myself
I'm in constant competition with myself.
Always on the grind I got a vision for myself
Always working hard with a vision for my future.
Still tryin avoid head-on collision with myself
Avoiding direct confrontations with myself.
Cuz when I see reflection sometimes feel like someone else's
Seeing my reflection sometimes feels unfamiliar.
Back then we were sleeping on the couches
Previously, we were struggling, now in a better place.
Now I drop a pin in location right where my house is
Now I can pinpoint the location of my house.
True
An affirmation of truth.
Hard to believe they could pick you
It's hard to believe in positive outcomes.
When last year I couldn't afford a Panera
Contrasting financial situations from last year.
Pick two
Referring to affordability at Panera.
Walk inside the store and tell her pick two
Choosing options at the store.
Still got some problems I need to get through
Still facing unresolved problems.
Lot of thoughts in my mind that I need to sift through
Dealing with complex thoughts.
Cuz lately trusting people the only thing causing issues
Difficulty in trusting people causing problems.
Always talk deliberate boy you know my intentions
Emphasizing clear communication and intentions.
I can't mess with drama leave my name out your mentions
Avoiding drama and unwanted attention.
Learning from mistakes done taught me to many lessons
Learning from mistakes and gaining lessons.
Man you just kick me when I'm down so you can keep your suggestions
Rejecting unwarranted advice and criticism.
Man I've been working extra long and now she mad at me
Working hard, facing relationship challenges.
Saying home is where she at an home is where she wish I rather be
Discrepancy in priorities causing conflict.
In actuality need work on my spirituality
Acknowledging the need for spiritual growth.
Cuz in reality this world coming for my morality
Concerned about morality in a challenging world.
Its sad cuz lately I've been hearing friends be talking smack now
Expressing sadness over friends talking negatively.
Smile to my face but then they talk behind my back now
Facing insincerity with smiles and gossip behind the back.
Talk about my life now?
Responding to those discussing his life.
What you even know about my lifestyle
Challenging others' understanding of his lifestyle.
You ain't been inside my life for minute thats a light while
Highlighting the limited knowledge others have about his life.
You don't even know bout the pain I'm feeling right now
Expressing current emotional pain.
Flash backs of my brother still alive every like night now
Recalling memories of a living brother.
Lately I just save my energy for something worthwhile
Choosing to invest energy in meaningful pursuits.
Cuz I've been moving smarter man I'm trying to pick my fights now
Adopting a more strategic approach to life challenges.
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