Healthy Human
Journey to Wellness: Embracing the Struggle for a Healthy Human
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You say I should journal every day, but I don't
You suggest I should journal daily, but I neglect to do so
You say if I write things down, then I'll know myself better
You advise that writing things down helps self-awareness, but I doubt its effectiveness
But I probably won't
Despite the suggestion, I'm unlikely to follow through
I know that there is something I should do
Aware that there's a necessary action for being a healthy human
To be a healthy human
Expressing the desire to be a healthy human
That's what I wanna do but I don't think I know how
Struggling with uncertainty on how to achieve it
Can you show me
Seeking guidance and asking for assistance
Can you show me
Repeating the request for guidance
I promise I'll listen this time
Promising genuine receptiveness to advice this time
I promise I'll listen
Reiterating the commitment to listen
But every time you try to give me advice, I always resist
Admitting resistance despite the willingness to listen
'Cause in the moment it feels like you're squelching my right
Feeling like advice infringes on personal freedom in the moment
To do dumb shit if I wanna
Defending the right to make mistakes if desired
But that's not really what I wanna do
Contradicting the desire to engage in "dumb" activities
It's the principle that matters
Emphasizing the importance of principles over actions
At least that's what I tell myself
Acknowledging self-deception regarding principles
But what I really need is
Expressing a need for guidance on what to do
Is baby tell me what I'm supposed to do
Repeating the desire to be a healthy human and seeking guidance
To be a healthy human
Reiterating the aspiration to be a healthy human
That's what I wanna do, but I don't think I know how
Expressing uncertainty about how to achieve the goal
Can you show me
Requesting practical assistance
Can you show me
Repeating the request for guidance
I promise I'll listen
Reaffirming the commitment to listen
I promise I'll listen this time
Reiterating the promise to be receptive to advice
You say if I go to therapy
Exploring the suggestion of therapy for moving on from the past
I can move on from my past
Recognizing financial constraints hindering therapy
But you and I both know we can't afford it
Acknowledging reluctance to ask for financial help from dad
And I don't wanna ask my dad
Acceptance of the need to ask dad for financial assistance
I guess I'm coming to terms with where I'm at
Coming to terms with the current situation
I really don't want to, but I gotta ask my dad
Reluctantly acknowledging the need to ask dad for help
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Repeating the desire to be a healthy human
Healthy human
Reiterating the aspiration for health
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Continuing to express the desire for health
I wanna be a healthy human
Reaffirming the wish to be a healthy human
Healthy human
Reiterating the aspiration for health
Healthy human
Continuing to express the desire for health
I wanna be a healthy human
Reaffirming the wish to be a healthy human
Healthy human
Reiterating the aspiration for health
Healthy human
Continuing to express the desire for health
I wanna be a healthy human
Reaffirming the wish to be a healthy human
Healthy human
Reiterating the aspiration for health
Healthy human
Continuing to express the desire for health
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