My Body in Bloom
Blooming Desolation: Unveiling the Raw Depths of Self
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And once cut, you will be free from dirt, but you will not be clean
After cutting, one can be free from external impurities, but inner struggles persist, preventing true cleanliness.
And you will be free from soil, but you will remain soiled
Freedom from earthly influences doesn't guarantee internal purity; one may still be morally tainted.
Soiled in a way that water cannot wash, and cut in a way that cannot heal
Internal stains are profound and unremovable, while wounds incurred won't easily heal.
This is who you are now, forever
The present state, marked by struggles and imperfections, is a lasting aspect of one's identity.
I'm my own disappointment
Expressing self-disappointment and acknowledging personal flaws.
Somewhere between where and I am and where I need to be
Feeling stuck between current reality and desired future, with a sense of inadequacy.
Nothing will ever be good enough, turn all that I love to ashes and dust
Constant dissatisfaction; even cherished things turn to ruin, possibly reflecting self-destructive tendencies.
Don't want to be remembered
Desire to fade into obscurity, avoiding a legacy or memory.
Let me live and die in isolation as nature intended
Preferring a solitary existence aligned with natural instincts.
My body in bloom
Introducing the recurring theme of the body in bloom, possibly symbolizing personal growth or transformation.
What the fuck do I do
Expressing confusion and frustration when faced with personal stagnation.
When I've achieved nothing and feel like I'm outliving my use
Feeling unaccomplished and possibly exceeding one's perceived usefulness.
Ticking clock on my life and youth
Awareness of time passing, with a sense of being confined and pressured.
Prisoner to all my expectations and all that I've gone through
Being confined by societal expectations and the weight of personal experiences.
It is what it is, I'm not special just fucking different
Acceptance of ordinariness, acknowledging being different but not necessarily special.
And all my emotions are too inconsistent
Admitting emotional inconsistency as a characteristic trait.
This is who I am
Embracing the current state of being, with all its flaws and unique attributes.
This is what I've grown into
Acknowledging personal growth and development into the current self.
Underneath my skins is running out of room
Feeling constrained, as if inner struggles are overpowering the limited space within.
My body in bloom
Reiterating the theme of personal transformation, with the body symbolizing ongoing changes.
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