Lullaby
Echoes of Inner Turmoil: My Last Lullaby
Lyrics
Panic knocking, waking me up
Panic and anxiety are interrupting my sleep.
My brain is sick, I'm fooling myself again
My mind is troubled, and I'm deceiving myself once more.
Franctic, hectic, nowhere to run
Feeling frantic and overwhelmed, with no escape.
My head is split, I don't know when this began
I'm mentally exhausted, unsure when this turmoil started.
Run now, better run now, fade away now, away
An urging to escape and disappear.
Listen to my heart, my last lullaby
Turning inward, seeking solace from the chaos within.
Screaming from my flesh and bones
Intense emotions expressing themselves physically.
It's getting hard to fight, all I do is hide, sittin' on my throne of stone
Struggling to confront problems, choosing to conceal instead, feeling isolated.
Panic knocking, waking me up
Similar to the first line, an ongoing struggle with panic.
I'm deaf in the dark and I'm running from me again
Lost in darkness, trying to evade confronting personal issues.
I scream in my pillow on my bed, I make no sound and I wonder if you're still there
Feeling unheard and isolated, wondering if anyone cares.
Come down, better come down, fade away now, away
A plea to come back to reality, to fade away from troubles.
Listen to my heart, my last lullaby
Repeating the desire to find solace within oneself.
Screaming from my flesh and bones
Physical and emotional pain manifesting strongly.
It's getting hard to fight, all I do is hide, sittin' on my throne of stone
Difficulty in facing challenges, choosing avoidance while feeling trapped.
My walls come crumbling down and I'm hearing out my voice now
Breaking down emotional barriers, finally listening to one's inner voice.
My walls come crumbling down and I realize I'm home now
Realizing a sense of belonging and comfort within oneself.
I had nowhere to go to find my soul, I'll be the last to know where I'll go
Feeling lost, uncertain about finding inner peace or direction.
Listen to my heart, my last lullaby,
Continued seeking of solace within oneself amidst turmoil.
Screaming from my flesh and bones
Intense expression of emotional and physical pain.
It's getting hard to fight, all I do is hide, sittin' on my throne of stone
Difficulty in facing challenges, opting to hide while feeling trapped.
Listen to my heart, my last lullaby, screaming from my flesh and bones
Reiterating the internal struggle and pain, seeking solace.
This time I know I'm right, I'm ready to fight, I was hiding all along
Realization of the need to confront and fight inner battles, acknowledging past hiding.
(Listen to my heart, I was hiding all along)
A final acknowledgment of past hiding, a plea to be heard and understood.
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