Who I Am
Soul Searching: Embracing the Unchangeable
Lyrics
I'm a six pack throw em back
I indulge in consuming a six-pack of alcoholic beverages.
Waiting on the sun to go down
I am patiently waiting for the sunset.
She's an angel on Earth
Referring to a woman as an angel on Earth.
Just trynna make it work somehow
Expressing the desire to make the relationship work somehow.
I'm a gone with the wind
Describing oneself as unpredictable or fleeting.
She's a cool in the breeze
Describing the woman as calm and composed.
I'm a hell raising fool
Describing oneself as a troublemaker or rebel.
She's down on her knees
Suggesting a submissive posture of the woman.
Talking to the good lord save this poor man's soul
Expressing a plea to God to save the speaker's soul.
But I don't know
Uncertain about the ability to change.
If it's in me to change
Expressing doubt about the capability to change.
And I don't know
Uncertainty about breaking free from personal limitations.
If I'll break these chains that got a hold of me
Uncertain if the speaker can overcome personal constraints.
Yeah she prays and she prays
Describing the woman's continuous prayers for the speaker.
Every night, every day
Highlighting the frequency of prayers, both day and night.
Good lord please save this man
A plea to God to save the speaker.
But it's who I am
Acceptance of one's identity despite prayers for change.
She's a bright and early sunday morning
Describing the woman as bright and positive.
Make it to the front row pew
Depicting the woman attending church early on Sundays.
I'm a stuck in my head
Expressing difficulty in getting out of bed due to feeling unwell.
Can't get out of bed cuz I'll puke
Describing the physical reaction to stress or anxiety.
Her momma and daddy says she can do better than me
Parents' disapproval of the relationship, but the woman remains unaffected.
She'll just brush it off
The woman dismisses parental criticism.
But girl I'd say I'd have to agree
The speaker agrees with the parents' assessment of his worth.
Cuz I don't know
Uncertainty about the ability to change.
If it's in me to change
Expressing doubt about the capability to change.
And I don't know
Uncertainty about breaking free from personal limitations.
If I'll break these chains that got a hold of me
Uncertain if the speaker can overcome personal constraints.
Yeah she prays and she prays
Describing the woman's continuous prayers for the speaker.
Every night, every day
Highlighting the frequency of prayers, both day and night.
Good lord please save this man
A plea to God to save the speaker.
But I don't know
Uncertain about achieving freedom from personal struggles.
If I'll ever be free from me
Expressing uncertainty about breaking free from oneself.
Or if it's just who I am
Acceptance of one's identity despite prayers for change.
It's just who I am
Reiteration that the identity is inherent and unchangeable.
And I don't know
Uncertainty about the ability to change.
If it's in me to change
Expressing doubt about the capability to change.
And I don't know
Uncertainty about breaking free from personal limitations.
If I'll break these chains that got a hold of me
Uncertain if the speaker can overcome personal constraints.
Yeah she prays and she prays
Describing the woman's continuous prayers for the speaker.
Every night, every day
Highlighting the frequency of prayers, both day and night.
Good lord please save this man
A plea to God to save the speaker.
But I don't know
Uncertain about achieving freedom from personal struggles.
If I'll ever be free from me
Expressing uncertainty about breaking free from oneself.
Or if it's just who I am
Reiteration that the identity is inherent and unchangeable.
Maybe it's who I am
Acceptance of one's identity despite the desire for change.
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