Lyrics
Each time I wake up,
Expressing the act of waking up.
I rush to my knees and beg to stop
Desperation and pleading for something to stop.
I can't breathe
Feeling suffocated or overwhelmed.
I can't think
Unable to focus or concentrate.
Will I ever make this right?
Questioning the possibility of correcting a situation.
Stop and check your pulse
Checking one's own vitality or existence.
With truth and love all tied up
Truth and love are entangled or problematic.
I can't see
Lack of clarity or vision.
I can't be
Feeling unable to exist authentically.
Will I ever make this?
Doubting the possibility of making amends.
I believed you when you called me the villain
Accepting a negative identity imposed by others.
Like the devil I was cast out and defined by sin
Comparing oneself to a devilish figure, defined by wrongdoing.
I believed I could be some kind of hero but I got lost
Aspiring to be a hero but losing the way.
And on my way to heaven
Mentioning a journey towards a positive destination.
I was dragged through hell
Enduring hardships on the path to a better place.
"For dust you are and to dust you will return"
Quoting a biblical reference on mortality.
Jealousy's something I've been missing
Expressing a longing for a feeling of jealousy.
I'm afraid my faith's been replaced
Fearing a loss of faith.
I'm afraid I've fallen from grace
Expressing a fall from a state of grace.
All of my love has turned to hate
Turning from love to hatred.
Can I ever make this right?
Questioning the possibility of redemption.
I believed you when you called me the villain
Reiterating acceptance of a negative label.
Like the devil I was cast out and defined by sin
Comparing oneself to a devilish figure, defined by wrongdoing (repeated).
I believed I could be some kind of hero but I got lost
Aspiring to be a hero but losing the way (repeated).
And on my way to heaven
Mentioning a journey towards a positive destination (repeated).
I was dragged through hell
Enduring hardships on the path to a better place (repeated).
I've been laying low, but never hiding
Choosing a low profile but not hiding.
The longer I'm down here
Increasing doubt with prolonged difficulties.
The more you will doubt, my dear
Anticipating skepticism or disbelief from someone dear.
I believed you when you called me the villain
Reiterating acceptance of a negative label (repeated).
Like the devil I was cast out and defined by sin
Comparing oneself to a devilish figure, defined by wrongdoing (repeated).
I believed I could be some kind of hero but I got lost
Aspiring to be a hero but losing the way (repeated).
And on my way to heaven
Mentioning a journey towards a positive destination (repeated).
I was dragged through hell
Enduring hardships on the path to a better place (repeated).
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