Trigger
Emotional Turmoil Unleashed: Deaf Havana's 'Trigger' Unveiled
Lyrics
So tired, of being tired and drunk and lonely
Feeling exhausted from being tired, intoxicated, and feeling isolated
And I hate myself in the morning
Expressing self-loathing, particularly in the morning
Yeah so much more in the morning
Further emphasizing the intense dislike felt in the morning
When the guilt swirls in my stomach
Experiencing guilt, causing physical discomfort
And my heart beats through my ears
Feeling extreme anxiety or stress, symbolized by a pounding heart
And all the little things that I ignore
Ignoring small issues that now seem more significant and real
They seem to be more real
Realizing the importance of previously overlooked details
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
Metaphorically describing a situation where the speaker feels responsible for a situation but someone else ultimately took action
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
-And all the records
Music or influences in life suggesting the continuation of destructive behavior
I've been playing, they tell me to stay this way
Feeling abandoned or given up on by loved ones
And all the ones I love give up on me
Efforts by loved ones to help but ultimately failing
They try their hardest and fail so miserably
Despite efforts, failure is inevitable and disheartening
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
Reiterating the feeling of being involved but not in control of a significant event
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
-My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go
-I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go, it all go
-My timeline is running out fast
Feeling like time is running out quickly, possibly indicating a sense of urgency or impending consequences
My future will never be my past
Accepting that the future cannot change the past
And I still can't work out how to make my money last
Struggling with financial stability or planning
And all the things I thought that I could be
Diminishing aspirations or dreams over time
Get less and less as each new day begins
Feeling a loss of potential or ambition as time passes
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
Continuing the metaphor of being involved but not in control of a situation that leads to a loss
I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
-My heart was fast but your hand was quicker and we watched it all go
-I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
-I held the gun but you pulled the trigger and we watched it all go
Repeating the feeling of being involved but powerless as things unfold
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