Misfire
Unraveling Chaos: Gareth Inkster's Reflection on Inner Turmoil
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Thanks for asking, man
Expressing gratitude for the inquiry
I'll do my best to help you understand
Commitment to assisting in understanding
It's hard for me to speak my mind
Difficulty in expressing personal thoughts
When lately it's been so hard to clearly define
Struggling to define things clearly in recent times
Does it come from inside?
Questioning if emotions originate internally
Chemicals misfiring deep in my mind
Suggesting a possibility of chemical imbalances affecting thoughts
Or is there really something that's wrong?
Wondering if there is a genuine issue or if it's internal
Something external - am I just not strong?
Considering external factors that might be influencing emotions
In my head I'm the star
Perception of oneself as a hero in one's thoughts
First on the scene to pull you out of the car
Self-image of being the first to help in challenging situations
But one night I dreamed, to my shame
Revealing a dream where personal courage was lacking
The cars crashed, lights flashed, and I just ran away
Admitting a moment of fear and retreat in a dream
Is there something wrong with me?
Questioning one's own well-being and mental state
I don't think so, but I don't know
Uncertainty about personal condition and mental health
In the end will I find
Contemplating a realization about life's disorder
That what I call chaos has long been designed
Considering that chaos may have a purpose or design
Will it make a difference to me
Wondering if understanding the reasons will impact personal feelings
To know there's a reason for all that I've seen?
Seeking meaning and purpose in all observed experiences
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