Lyrics
It took her so long to realise
Reflecting on the time it took for the narrator to understand something.
The hurt is from behind her eyes
Emphasizing that the pain is hidden within her eyes.
Don't think she ever could call her body a home
Expressing discomfort with her own body, suggesting it doesn't feel like a home.
Her mind rejects her skin and bones
Highlighting a disconnect between her mind and physical self.
I want to be alone, but I feel lonely
Desire for solitude while acknowledging a sense of loneliness.
I want to listen to sad songs, but they won't help me
Expressing a desire to connect with sadness through music, though it may not bring relief.
I don't know why I feel so dry
Feeling emotionally parched or lacking fulfillment.
I don't enjoy being alive, but I don't want to die
Acknowledging a lack of joy in life but not actively seeking death.
(Yeah)
Additional emphasis or affirmation.
(Ooh)
Expressing emotion, possibly in response to the preceding lines.
Her heart is black and blue, but her nails are rose gold
Contrasting emotional pain (black and blue) with a desire for aesthetic beauty (rose gold nails).
And she wants to dye her hair
Expressing a wish to change her external appearance, possibly as a form of coping.
Her chest feels shallow, like it's lost its flair
Describing a feeling of shallowness or emptiness in the chest.
But her heart's a rainbow
Contrasting emotional pain with the possibility of a colorful and positive inner self.
It's never been the same since I broke down the wall
Referencing a significant event that altered the narrator's emotional state.
Left me with two options, but I didn't want to talk
Facing a dilemma with two options, choosing not to communicate or discuss.
You made me want to die, I was in hysteria
Recounting a time when someone caused intense emotional distress.
I'm done, dysphoria
Declaring a sense of completion or conclusion with dysphoria, possibly indicating a resolution.
Yeah! (Yeah!)
Expressing a strong emotional response, possibly a combination of frustration and determination.
Yeah! (Yeah)
Repeating emotional emphasis for impact or resonance.
I want to be alone, but I feel lonely
Reiterating a desire for solitude alongside a persistent feeling of loneliness.
I want to listen to sad songs, they won't help me
Repeating the desire to connect with sadness through music, acknowledging its limited efficacy.
I don't know why I feel so dry
Expressing a continued emotional dryness or lack of fulfillment.
I don't enjoy being alive, but I don't want to die
Reiterating a lack of enjoyment in life without actively seeking death.
I want to be alone, but I feel lonely
Repeating the conflicting desire for solitude and the persistent feeling of loneliness.
I want to listen to sad songs, they won't help me
Reiterating the desire to connect with sadness through music, with acknowledgment of its limited impact.
I don't know why I feel so dry
Repeating a sense of emotional dryness or lack of fulfillment.
I don't know why I feel so dry
Repeating the uncertainty or confusion about the emotional dryness.
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