Lyrics
It means to much to me
Expressing deep personal significance.
When I know it should not
Acknowledging a conflict between emotions and rationality.
Overthinking in my conscience
Experiencing overthinking and internal conflict.
With my psyche tied in knots
Feeling mentally entangled and distressed.
My own being uprooted by heavy thought
Suffering from the impact of intense thoughts on one's identity.
A decade of unrest
Reflecting on a prolonged period of turmoil.
Hopelessness
Describing a sense of despair and hopelessness.
Mixed with anxiety disorder
Highlighting the coexistence of hopelessness and anxiety disorder.
I thought I found
Previously believed to have found purpose, but now uncertain.
My purpose but I know no longer
Expressing a loss of clarity regarding one's purpose.
A looming feeling that
Anticipating a foreboding future.
My future will only grow darker
Expecting a future characterized by increasing darkness.
A looming feeling that my future will only grow darker
Reiterating the expectation of a progressively darker future.
I try to hard to resent it
Struggling with resentment and subsequent regret.
I only end up regretting it
Expressing remorse for unsuccessful attempts to resist old habits.
When I end up slipping back to my old ways
Returning to past behaviors despite efforts to avoid them.
Looking back I just miss it
Nostalgically missing the past despite negative aspects.
So I try to repress it
Attempting to suppress memories but failing.
But I always end up missing the old days
Consistently yearning for the past despite difficulties.
My sight goes black and
Experiencing a sensory overload and emotional confusion.
Overcome with this feeling that I can't comprehend
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to understand emotions.
The cycle takes its toll
Describing the toll of a recurring cycle of negative experiences.
I just want to be free again
Expressing a desire to break free from the destructive cycle.
My sight goes black
Reiterating the impact of overwhelming emotions on perception.
And my eyes roll back
Symbolizing a physical and emotional breakdown.
Im sick of waiting for the end
Impatiently waiting for resolution and change.
Im sick of waiting for the end
Repeating frustration and impatience with the current situation.
Cast yourself away from me
Urging separation from the speaker due to personal decline.
Away from my withered state
Describing the speaker's deteriorated state as withered.
Cast yourself away
Repeating the call for separation from the speaker's decline.
From my withered state
Reiterating the need for distance from the speaker's decline.
I am in no condition To resuscitate
Asserting the speaker's inability to revive the current situation.
Free yourself from this life I lead
Encouraging liberation from the speaker's challenging life.
As we wipe this planet
Expressing a desire to erase personal history from the world.
Of my history
Emphasizing the removal of the speaker's impact on the world.
As we wipe this planet of my history
Reiterating the desire to erase the speaker's history.
My eyelids shut
Symbolizing closure and preparing for a final act.
As I plan to take a final breath
Expressing a deep weariness of enduring the cycle of regret.
Sick of living through this cycle
Rejecting the continuous experience of regret in life.
Cycle of regret
Summarizing the repetitive and remorseful nature of the speaker's life.
Intrusive thoughts at night
Describing persistent intrusive thoughts during the night.
I can not shake the sight
Expressing the inability to shake distressing images.
Of the ones I love
Depicting a sense of judgment and disapproval from loved ones.
Looking down on me in spite
Highlighting the perceived disdain from those the speaker loves.
The ones that I love looking down on me in spite
Reiterating the negative judgment from loved ones.
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