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Yearning in Silence: Disaster Artist's Tale of Inner Struggle
Lyrics
Turn down the lights i don't wanna see my face it's been killing me inside
Expresses a desire to avoid facing one's own reflection due to internal struggles.
Check my texts every night
Checking messages consistently, possibly seeking connection or solace through communication.
Cant bring myself to delete those memories
Reluctance to erase memories, indicating a struggle to let go of the past.
All alone
Feeling isolated and lonely.
Stare down amphetamines
Confronting the use of amphetamines, possibly as a coping mechanism.
Finally put my thoughts to peace
Finding peace by organizing and expressing thoughts.
You hit my phone
Receiving a call, possibly interrupting the sought-after solitude.
Give me space
Requesting personal space, indicating a need for solitude.
I need to sleep
Expressing the need for sleep, possibly as an escape or a way to recharge.
I just need some sleep
Repetition emphasizes the strong desire for uninterrupted sleep.
Yeah i just need some sleep
-I just need some sleep
-Yeah i just need some sleep
-All alone back to my old habits won't last a week without something to numb myself
Returning to old habits as a means of self-numbing, facing difficulties in breaking the cycle.
Cant leave my room can't leave my bed
Feeling confined to a specific space, possibly indicating emotional or physical limitations.
Cant leave my house
-Cant leave my crib
-Numb the pain
Using substances to numb emotional pain.
Tattoo on my leg
Describing a tattoo with symbolic elements, possibly representing internal struggles.
Castle and mace
-If you're laying next to me you should stay
Encouraging someone to stay if they are close, possibly seeking comfort.
Hate myself it's impossible to change
Struggling with self-hatred and perceiving change as impossible.
No one around cause i pushed them all away
Isolation due to pushing away people, leading to a sense of loneliness.
Social suicide
Describing a self-destructive behavior with social consequences.
Sabotage my whole life
Actively undermining one's own life, possibly reflecting on destructive actions.
Even drugged up i can hardly get by
Struggling even when under the influence, highlighting the severity of the situation.
I just need some sleep
Reiterating the need for sleep, emphasizing its importance.
Yeah i just need some sleep
-I just need some sleep
-Take me back to when it was just us falling in love
Nostalgic longing for a past relationship, reminiscing about a simpler and more genuine connection.
No Bullshit you was feeling me up
-Take me back to when it was just us falling in love
-No Bullshit you was feeling me up
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