Ain't Something For Me
Lost in Shadows: A Tale of Love and Deception
Lyrics
Lost in the neon lights, flash from the City of Sin
Feeling overwhelmed in the vibrant lights of the sinful city
Surrounded with the people I love, but I'm still feeling empty within
Despite being around loved ones, a sense of emptiness persists
Drifting through the shadows, with a broken soul
Wandering aimlessly with a damaged soul
Trying to fill the void, didn't mean to lose control
Attempting to fill an emotional void, unintentionally losing control
I never saw the pain that you would give me
Unaware of the pain that a person would cause
I really thought that you were perfect for me
Mistakenly believing that someone was perfect for the speaker
I try to love, but love ain't something for me
Struggling with the concept of love, feeling it's not meant for the speaker
I drink away the pain so you could really see the real me
Using alcohol to reveal the true self, seeking understanding
And all these wasted nights, I'm trying to get high
Nights wasted trying to escape through intoxication
I gave you so much time that I sacrificed
Invested significant time, feeling it was a sacrifice
You play the perfect role, don't need no disguise
Someone playing a perfect role without needing a disguise
I put in all my effort, didn't know that I was in a lie
Putting effort into something without realizing it was a deception
I'm lost inside my mind, where the dark is all I see
Feeling trapped in a mind dominated by darkness
And I never thought that I could be the man you changed in me
Unexpectedly transformed by someone, contrary to initial beliefs
I'm a slave to the night, I'm lost inside the dark
Becoming a captive of the night, lost in its obscurity
Wear the same mask every day, so they don't see my pain and scars
Hiding emotional pain and scars behind a consistent facade
And I know I can't escape, it's always back inside my mind
Unable to escape recurring thoughts in the mind
I never should've followed you, got caught up in a lie
Regretting following someone, caught in a web of lies
I should've let you walk away, didn't know it was way too late
Realizing too late that letting go was the right choice
I know of everything that you've done, but I've always just let it wait
Knowing about the wrongs but delaying confrontation
And they've been saying shit like you weren't right for me
Others expressing that the person wasn't suitable
Life of you and me was my only fantasy
The shared life being the speaker's sole fantasy
I never saw the pain that you would give me
Unaware of the pain caused by the person
I really thought that you were perfect for me (For me)
Mistakenly thinking the person was perfect
I try to love, but love is something for me
Reevaluating love as something not meant for the speaker
I drink away the pain so you could really see the real me
Using alcohol to reveal the authentic self for understanding
And all these wasted nights, I'm trying to get high
Nights wasted in an attempt to escape through intoxication
I gave you so much time that I sacrificed (Sacrificed)
Invested significant time, feeling it was a sacrifice
You play the perfect role, don't need no disguise
Someone playing a perfect role without needing a disguise
I put in all my effort, didn't know that I was in a lie
Putting effort into something without realizing it was a deception
I'm lost inside my mind, where the dark is all I see
Feeling trapped in a mind dominated by darkness
And I never thought that I could be the man you changed in me
Unexpectedly transformed by someone, contrary to initial beliefs
I'm a slave to the night, I'm lost inside the dark
Becoming a captive of the night, lost in its obscurity
Wear the same mask every day, so they don't see my pain and scars
Hiding emotional pain and scars behind a consistent facade
And I know I can't escape, it's always back inside my mind
Unable to escape recurring thoughts in the mind
I never should've followed you, got caught up in a lie
Regretting following someone, caught in a web of lies
I just didn't know why, I can't say goodbye
Confusion about why saying goodbye is difficult
Wasted memories, the pain of the lies
Recalling memories tainted by the pain of deception
I'm lost inside my mind, where the dark is all I see
Feeling trapped in a mind dominated by darkness
And I never thought that I could be the man you changed in me
Unexpectedly transformed by someone, contrary to initial beliefs
I'm a slave to the night (To the night), I'm lost inside the dark
Becoming a captive of the night, lost in its obscurity
Wear the same mask every day (Everyday), so they don't see my pain and scars
Hiding emotional pain and scars behind a consistent facade
And I know I can't escape (Escape), it's always back inside my mind (Ohh)
Unable to escape recurring thoughts in the mind
I never should've followed you, got caught up in a lie
Regretting following someone, caught in a web of lies
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