Lyrics
I used to wonder how it'd feel like
Contemplating how a certain experience or emotion would feel
I looked to everyone for answers
Seeking guidance or solutions from others
Chasing round and down in circles, on purpose
Engaging in repetitive actions or thoughts intentionally
In search of something
Looking for something unspecified
I spent a while trying to learn somehow
Attempting to acquire knowledge or skills over a period
Some missing pieces will not stop me
Accepting that certain elements might always be missing
I tried to fill my gaps with heartbeats, so fleeting, but cold feet
Trying to replace shortcomings or emptiness with fleeting emotions, despite hesitations
I'm sorry
Apologizing for a situation or action
And I still don't know how I feel about it
Uncertainty about personal feelings towards a situation
And I still don't know but I feel like I'm learning
Realizing a process of learning despite lack of clarity
How to clear my head when all I think about is you
Struggling to clear thoughts, particularly revolving around someone
But I'm only human
Emphasizing human limitations
I found out, I know now
Discovering something previously unknown
I still wonder how I'd have turned out
Imagining an alternate life based on different choices
If I'd done everything I wanted
Reflecting on potential outcomes if past desires were fulfilled
If I had lived like I feel like I could've, or should've
Questioning past decisions and their potential impact
And I was younger
Referencing a past time of uncertainty and now feeling content
But I'm good now, I found out
Reaching a sense of resolution or understanding
That I still don't know how I feel about it
Continued uncertainty about personal feelings towards a situation
And I still don't know but I feel like I'm learning
Acknowledging a learning process despite ongoing uncertainty
How to catch my breath when all I'm breathing for is you
Struggling to find stability or calmness while fixating on someone
I can't keep holding down
Feeling unable to continue restraining emotions or thoughts
But you keep showing me how
Continuously being taught or influenced by someone
If you're only human
Acknowledging human fallibility
Oh, I think I found out, whoa
Realizing something previously unknown or misunderstood
I think I know now
Confirming newfound understanding or realization
I used to wonder what love is
Curiosity about the concept of love
But ever since you've been around
Recognizing a change in perspective or understanding since someone's presence
I finally think I have it figured out, what I missed then
Believing to have comprehended something previously missed regarding love
But see now, I found out
Realizing something previously unknown or misunderstood
I know now
Confirming newfound understanding or realization
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