Abandoned
Embracing Shadows: A Tale of Broken Bonds
Lyrics
I suffer from this neurosis every day
I experience neurosis daily, causing suffering.
It fucks with my head while I rot away
The neurosis affects my mind while I deteriorate.
I’m spiraling and my minds in a constant state of decay
I'm spiraling, and my mind is continuously decaying.
I’d reach out for help but no one would give a fuck anyway
Despite the decay, reaching out for help seems futile.
You turned your back on me when I needed you most
You abandoned me when I needed you the most.
You left me here
You left me behind.
You disappeared
You disappeared.
You disappeared
You disappeared (repeated for emphasis).
I think I’ll always be this way
I believe I'll always be in this state of suffering.
If you told me I’d be okay would you be lying to yourself to spare me?
If you assure me I'll be okay, is it a self-deceptive lie?
I don’t think anything will ever be the same
I doubt anything will return to normal.
Is it you or am I the one to blame?
Uncertain if it's you or me to blame for the situation.
I try so hard to believe the bullshit from your mouth
I struggle to believe the untruths you speak.
Day in, day out I try to force it down
Persistently trying to accept the falsehoods.
But in the end it doesn’t matter cause I am so broken now
Ultimately, it doesn't matter; I am broken.
(Some things are just better left unsaid)
Some things are better left unsaid.
(Some better left undone)
Some actions are better left undone.
You abandoned me!
You abandoned me (repeated for emphasis).
My mind it spirals despite the light that shines down from the sun
Despite the light, my mind continues to spiral.
I think I’ll always be this way
I anticipate remaining in this suffering state.
If you told me I’d be okay would you be lying to yourself to spare me?
If you claim I'll be okay, is it a self-deceptive lie?
I don’t think anything will ever be the same
Doubtful that anything will return to normal.
Is it you or am I the one to blame?
Uncertain if it's you or me to blame for the situation.
So they say my wounds will heal in time
People say my wounds will heal with time.
(My wounds will heal in time)
Reiteration that wounds will heal in time.
But I don’t think that’s the case for mine
Doubtful that time will heal my wounds.
(I don’t think that’s the case for mine)
Expressing skepticism about the healing process.
Your words mean nothing
Your words are meaningless.
Just give me substance
Seeking substance and meaning in life.
I need a purpose!
Expressing a need for purpose.
Hate me if it makes you feel something
If hating me makes you feel something, go ahead.
Stuck
Feeling stuck.
Confined
Confined, with no escape.
You won’t make it out this time
No chance of overcoming the current situation.
No place for you to hide
No place to hide from the challenges.
No place for you to hide
No escape or refuge available.
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