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Been fuckin' my couch for days
Engaging in self-destructive behavior, possibly spending excessive time isolated and fixated on a certain activity
Scratching holes all across my face
Experiencing physical harm, likely due to intense scratching, possibly a result of drug-induced hallucinations or sensations
My favorite CNS
Referring to methamphetamine as the preferred central nervous system (CNS) stimulant
Self-medicating to reduce some stress
Using drugs as a coping mechanism to alleviate stress
Started as a recreational habit
Initially, using meth was a choice for recreational purposes
Nowadays I have to have it
Developed into a compulsive need or addiction
Meth-metal, a slippery slope
Describing the addictive nature of methamphetamine and its detrimental effects
I had dreams, now I dream 'bout dope
Shift in dreams or aspirations from positive goals to a fixation on drugs
Popping pills like a german soldier
Comparing the act of taking pills to the discipline of a soldier, possibly indicating a systematic and disciplined drug usage pattern
Take the consequence when I get older
Accepting the consequences of drug use that may impact health or well-being in the future
Dysphoric mind and blurred vision
Feeling emotionally distressed and experiencing impaired vision, common side effects of drug abuse
On patrol in the city without a mission
Feeling lost or purposeless while being present in society, devoid of a clear objective
Cooking up meth in my own kitchen
Metaphorically depicting the production of meth within one's personal space, indicating a deep involvement in drug manufacturing
People beg me to stop but I don't listen
Ignoring pleas from others to stop drug-related activities, possibly indicating a lack of concern for the impact on others
I've heard stories that the comedown is mental
Recognizing the mental challenges during the withdrawal phase from drug use
Body gets damaged and the mind fragmental
Highlighting the physical and mental toll caused by drug abuse, leading to fragmentation of the mind and bodily harm
The plus side is that I look more distinguished
Ironically noting an unintended positive effect of drug use—appearing older due to wrinkles caused by stress, possibly indicating an appearance of maturity
Had tons of wrinkles before high school was finished
Reflecting on physical changes due to stress-induced wrinkles, implying a premature aging caused by drug abuse
Life is boring when you live it sober
Expressing dissatisfaction with a sober lifestyle, finding it uninteresting or dull
Take the consequence when I get older
Reiteration of accepting future consequences of current drug use
Dysphoric mind and blurred vision
Reiterating emotional distress and impaired vision, indicating persistent negative effects of drug abuse
On patrol in the city without a mission
Feeling aimless or lost in the urban environment without a clear purpose or direction
Cooking up meth in my own kitchen
Reaffirming the involvement in meth production despite others' pleas to stop
My mom begs me to stop but I don't listen
Ignoring parental concern regarding drug-related activities, showcasing a disregard for familial worry or intervention
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