Lyrics
It started off with a one by one
Initiating a process or relationship slowly and cautiously, one step at a time.
Say your prayers cause it's not that fun this time again without you
Expressing the challenging and unpleasant nature of the current situation without a significant other.
I just wanna go again without you
Desiring to experience life again without the presence of a specific person.
Breakdown
Reference to a moment of emotional breakdown or crisis.
Take it from the same place
Repeating a process or situation from a familiar place.
No space I don't ever wanna see this face again
Expressing a strong aversion to encountering a particular face or situation again.
I don't want this to end
Expressing a desire for the current situation not to come to an end.
Look for a way out
Searching for a way to escape or find a solution.
Take a single breath and try to hold it in now
Encouraging oneself to take a deep breath and endure the current situation.
Fresh breaking self-doubt
Overcoming self-doubt with a fresh perspective.
I've been in and out and now I'm hoping I found closure
Reflecting on past experiences and hoping for emotional closure.
I just wanna feel nothing
Expressing a desire to be emotionally numb.
Wish I held on to something thing
Regretting not holding onto something valuable.
Bitch don't try cause I'm off it
Rejecting any attempts to provoke a reaction due to emotional detachment.
Fucked around behind your back
Admitting to betrayal or infidelity.
Now there's no chance you'll take me back
Realizing the consequences of betrayal and the unlikelihood of reconciliation.
Now I'm wide awake with my eyes closed
Being fully awake and aware but uncertain about moving forward.
Can I move on? Cause I don't know
Expressing uncertainty about the ability to move on from the past.
Luck runs out and time only seems to catch up
Acknowledging the depletion of luck and the inevitability of time catching up.
I'm chasing smoke but I know it's all love above
Pursuing intangible goals with the understanding that love transcends challenges.
Something that I can't touch take time no rush
Describing an elusive yet valuable goal that requires patience.
Make amends these kids wanna be famous
Reference to aspiring individuals seeking fame and the need to reconcile.
I've lost closed friends but I know it's all love above
Experiencing loss but recognizing the enduring power of love.
Something that I can't touch take time no rush
Reiterating the pursuit of intangible goals and the importance of patience.
Back when it was mine
Reflecting on a past period of ownership or control.
Stepped too far and I crossed the line
Crossing a boundary and facing the consequences of one's actions.
Always on my mind
Constantly thinking about a particular person or situation.
Think I need time
Feeling the need for personal space and time for self-reflection.
Waiting for hope I know I'll find
Awaiting a positive outcome and maintaining hope.
Stepped too far and I crossed the line
Repeating the acknowledgment of crossing a line and being on one's mind.
Always on my mind
Continuing the theme of constant thoughts and the need for time.
Think I need time
Reiterating the necessity of personal time and the hope for a positive outcome.
Waiting for hope I know I'll find
Continuing the theme of waiting for hope and anticipating a resolution.
It started off with a one by one
Repeating the initial theme of starting a process one step at a time.
Say your prayers cause it's not that fun this time again without you
Reiterating the challenging and less enjoyable nature of the current situation without a specific person.
I just wanna go again without you
Expressing the desire to relive experiences without the presence of a particular individual.
Breakdown
Referencing a moment of emotional breakdown or crisis.
Take it from the same place
Repeating the idea of taking action from a familiar place or mindset.
No space I don't ever wanna see this face again
Reiterating the strong aversion to encountering a particular face or situation again.
I don't want this to end
Expressing a desire for the current situation not to come to an end.
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