Fading
Echoes of Despair: friend hospital's Fading Reveals a Heartbreaking Journey
Lyrics
I hope that you can see my daily routine of wishing I was dead
I constantly wish I were dead in my daily routine.
Hanging on every word you said
I pay close attention to everything you say.
Maybe it's just me but I think you fucked me up worse than those pills I took to clear My head and get some sleep
It seems your actions or behavior affected me more negatively than the pills I took to improve my mental state and sleep.
Got clean on a Sunday you stopped and stared
I became sober on a Sunday, and you noticed, but...
Found dead on a Monday now you don't care
By Monday, if I were to perish, you wouldn't care anymore.
I heard your memories fading
There's a sense that your memories of me are fading away.
well I am too
I'm also experiencing a fading of my memories or sense of self.
I will continue to act like I don't care just like I always do
I'll continue pretending not to care as I usually do.
Everyday is the same
My days feel repetitive and monotonous.
Forgetting my own name
I'm forgetting even my own identity.
King street at 12 o'clock
There was a plan to meet you at King Street at midnight.
Supposed to meet you there but I dozed off for maybe the last time
But I fell asleep, possibly for the last time, missing the appointment.
I'll never call you mine and I can't get out of my head or see thru clear eyes
I'll never claim ownership of you, and I can't think clearly or escape these thoughts.
I heard your memories fading
Your memories associated with me are fading away.
Well I am too
I'm also experiencing a fading of my memories or sense of self.
I will continue to act like I don't care just like I always do
I'll keep acting indifferent, as usual.
All these things I lack
I lack certain essential qualities or things.
Get me back on track
I need these things to help me get back on the right path.
When the morning comes I'll be gone
By the morning, I'll have disappeared or left.
It's not like me to run
Leaving abruptly isn't typical behavior for me.
Stare into the sun
I'll keep looking at the sun, metaphorically or literally, until my eyes hurt.
Until my eyes burn out
I'll persist despite the damage it causes.
Save yourself
Save yourself from my struggles.
All these things I lack
I lack certain essential qualities or things.
Get me back on track
I need these things to help me get back on the right path.
When the morning comes I'll be gone
By the morning, I'll have disappeared or left.
It's not like me to run
Leaving abruptly isn't typical behavior for me.
Stare into the sun
I'll keep looking at the sun, metaphorically or literally, until my eyes hurt.
Until my eyes burn out
I'll persist despite the damage it causes.
Save yourself
Save yourself from my struggles.
All these things I lack
I lack certain essential qualities or things.
Get me back on track
I need these things to help me get back on the right path.
When the morning comes I'll be gone
By the morning, I'll have disappeared or left.
It's not like me to run
Leaving abruptly isn't typical behavior for me.
Stare into the sun
I'll keep looking at the sun, metaphorically or literally, until my eyes hurt.
Until my eyes burn out
I'll persist despite the damage it causes.
Save yourself
Save yourself from my struggles.
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