Artificial
Navigating Love's Turbulence: Reflections in 'Artificial' Melancholy
Lyrics
(Loving you was so damn easy)
Loving you was effortless and uncomplicated.
(Loving you was so damn easy, easy)
Reiteration of the ease in loving.
(Always be here if you need me, need me)
Expressing commitment to always be available for support.
(I can't decide should I reply)
Contemplating whether to respond or not.
(Too high baby I was tryna find us)
Struggling with intense emotions while searching for a solution.
(Stuck in my mind I'm too damn high)
Feeling mentally trapped and overwhelmed.
Loving you was so damn easy
Repeat of the earlier sentiment about the simplicity of love.
Always be here if you need me (Need me)
Reaffirming readiness to offer support when needed.
Damn I had to watch you leave me
Expressing sadness and regret at watching a loved one depart.
Never be OK with you leaving (Leaving)
Refusing to accept or be okay with the departure.
And you already made your mind up
Acknowledging the partner's decision to leave.
Packed everything, guess its not our time, love (Time, Love)
Noting the partner's decisive action to leave and suggesting it's not the right time for their love.
I guess I should've took your signs
Reflecting on missed signs that could have prevented the breakup.
But I was too high baby, I was tryna find us
Reiterating the difficulty of the situation while under the influence.
Now you see me getting high due to fear of falling backwards
Experiencing anxiety and resorting to substances to cope with fear.
I guess I did enough of falling back anyways
Acknowledging a history of distancing oneself.
I won't lie I'm in love in a toxic way
Admitting to being in love in a harmful, toxic manner.
I broke ties now I'm so indecisive (Yes No)
Having difficulty making decisions after breaking ties.
You doubted my love, but I guess you were right
Realizing the partner was right to doubt the sincerity of love.
Another heartbreak, another perspective (Yes No)
Acknowledging another heartbreak and gaining a new perspective.
It's so hard when I hate all my lessons
Expressing the challenge of learning from painful experiences.
It's been so long but I thought I would check in
Checking in after a long time, perhaps to reconcile.
Call 911 I cut my tongue
Using a metaphorical emergency call to express pain and distress.
I'm bleeding, bleeding out
Symbolizing emotional pain and vulnerability.
Choked out when I have you right now
Feeling overwhelmed by emotions and unable to express love.
I'm trying to tell you what I had and it fell through
Attempting to communicate what was lost.
I, I
Repetition for emphasis on personal feelings.
Know, Know
Repetition for emphasis on knowledge or awareness.
Why, Why
Repetition for emphasis on questioning.
I love you
Expressing love despite confusion and uncertainty.
I, I
Repetition of personal uncertainty about feelings.
Don't know
Admitting lack of understanding about one's emotions.
Why, Why
Repetition of questioning without clear answers.
I couldn't tell you
Expressing difficulty in providing an explanation.
Loving you was so damn easy
Reiteration of the ease in loving.
Always be here if you need me (Need me)
Reaffirming readiness to offer support when needed.
Damn I had to watch you leave me
Expressing sadness and regret at watching a loved one depart.
Never be OK with you leaving (Leaving)
Refusing to accept or be okay with the departure.
And you already made your mind up
Acknowledging the partner's decision to leave.
Packed everything, guess its not our time, love (Time, Love)
Noting the partner's decisive action to leave and suggesting it's not the right time for their love.
I guess I should've took your signs
Reflecting on missed signs that could have prevented the breakup.
But I was too high baby, I was tryna find us
Reiterating the difficulty of the situation while under the influence.
I guess I did enough of falling back-back
Acknowledging a history of distancing oneself.
I guess I should've took your signs but I was too high baby I was tryna find us
Repeating the acknowledgment of missed signs due to being under the influence.
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