Lyrics
Sometimes things don't work out like the way I planned
Sometimes, plans do not unfold as anticipated.
Most times I destroy every good thing in my life
Often, I ruin positive aspects in my life.
Most times I expect the worst from all and everything
Most times, I anticipate negative outcomes from everything.
I've tried but I failed while making the attempt
Despite attempts, I have failed in my endeavors.
And she wonders why I make a mess of things that I possess
I create chaos with the things I own, causing confusion.
'cause I'm afraid of good things happening
My fear of good things happening leads to destructive behavior.
She wonders why I purposely let things slip through my hands
Intentionally, I let valuable things slip away due to my fear.
'cause I'm afraid of good things happening
My fear prevents me from allowing positive events in my life.
Excuses in place of accepting consequence
I make excuses instead of facing the consequences of my actions.
In fear of knowing what it is I really have
Out of fear, I avoid recognizing the true value of what I possess.
And I question whether you're sincere in how you feel
I doubt the sincerity of others' feelings towards me.
In time you'll forget that I ever exist
Over time, people will forget about my existence.
And she wonders why I make a mess of things that I possess
My fear continues to disrupt my possessions and relationships.
'cause I'm afraid of good things happening
Fear hinders me from embracing positive occurrences.
And she wonders why can't accept life positive aspects
I struggle to accept the positive aspects of life.
'cause I'm afraid of good things happening
Fear prevents me from welcoming good things into my life.
A battle to the death
Life feels like a constant struggle, a battle to maintain happiness.
The king of masochist
I perceive myself as someone who enjoys suffering.
Why should I always have to fight myself to regain happiness
Questioning why I must always fight against myself for happiness.
And she wonders why I make a mess of things that I possess
Continued struggle and fear impact my possessions and relationships.
'cause I'm afraid of good things happening
Fear of positive outcomes influences my actions.
A she wonders why I focus on the things that have gone wrong
I focus on the negative aspects, dwelling on what went wrong.
'cause I'm afraid of good things happening
Fear prevents me from embracing positive occurrences.
Are good things happening?
A contemplation on whether positive things are currently happening.
Are good things happening?
A repetition of the question, emphasizing uncertainty about positive events.
Are good things happening?
A repeated inquiry into the existence of positive occurrences.
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